Épisode Tragédie grecque S05E17 - Nip/Tuck Saison 5

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Tu devrais mettre tes armes sous clé

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et ne pas les laisser
dans le tiroir.

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Pauvre conne.

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Nous sommes toujours mariés ?

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Toujours.

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Et nous avons 3 beaux enfants.

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Et tout est si...

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parfait.

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Je n'arrive pas à marcher,
c'est dur.

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- Un cancer du sein en stade 2 aussi.
- Pourquoi tu parles de cancer ?

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J'en ai un.

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Laisse-toi aller.

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C'est moins douloureux.

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- Oui ?
- Tu peux rester un peu,

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juste le temps que je m'endorme ?

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Vous et le Dr Troy avez eu
des rapports sexuels.

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- Vous avez couché ensemble ?
- Lizzie était là pour moi.

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Elle a écarté les cuisses
et m'a fait du bien.

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- Tu étais éveillé ?
- J'ai de nouveau mon sex-appeal.

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Je savais que tu ne dormais pas,
et j'ai simulé mon orgasme,

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et tu es un mauvais coup !

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- J'ai une image à préserver.
- Désolé, je ne sais pas qui vous êtes.

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Je suis une putain d'icône.

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Dites-lui qui je suis.

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- Candy Richards ?
- Exactement.

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Dites-nous ce que vous n'aimez pas
chez vous, Mme Richards.

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Je ne me fais plus
appeler Candy Richards.

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Ce nom m'a été donné par un blanc.

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Je m'appelle Coco.

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Je suis une Afro-américaine,

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alors que je suis passée
pour une diablesse enfarinée

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toute ma vie.

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Pardon ?

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Maury, mon agent,
m'a donné ça à Noël.

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C'était comme un cadeau révélateur
de mon A.D.N.

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J'ai découvert que je suis africaine
de naissance.

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Toute ma vie, je me suis demandée
pourquoi ma carrière n'a pas décollé.

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Est-ce parce que je suis
trop belle ?

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- Ou trop intelligente ?
- Dénuée de talent ?

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J'y ai pensé aussi,

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mais maintenant tout est clair.

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J'adore Billy Ocean,
j'adore le poulet et les gaufres,

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et j'ai toujours fait partie de ceux

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qui croient profondément
qu’O.J. Simpson était innocent.

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Je suis une fille noire issue
de l'esclavage

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avec du sang du peuple zoulou.

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Pourquoi venez-vous nous consulter ?

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Je veux quelques traits
afro-américains.

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J'ai la poitrine,
signe de mon hérédité.

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Ce que je veux, c'est un bon,

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gros derrière comme Beyonce.

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Et j'en ai besoin rapidement,
car mon album hip-hop sort bientôt,

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et ma dinde a besoin de plus
de farce avant de faire mon gros clip.

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- Mme Richards...
- Coco !

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Coco, c'est absurde.

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Ce n'est pas pour affirmer

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votre héritage afro-américain.
Vous le faites pour devenir une star.

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Ça revient au même.

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Vous ne nous demandez pas
de vous mettre

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de la cire à chaussure sur le visage
et de chanter du blues.

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- C'est très insultant.
- Vous savez,

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vous posez des implants fessiers,
vous faites des injections de collagène,

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et pourtant vous voulez
me remballer illico

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quand je ne veux pas
de votre version blanche de la beauté

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Honte à vous !

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- Quel est le mal, franchement ?
- Je peux vous le dire,

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le mal c'est moi
qui n'accomplis pas ma destinée.

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Je veux mes foutus arrangements.

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On a un créneau jeudi matin.

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Très bien. Parfait.

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Sous-titres :
Funi

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Sous-titres :
moochie

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Sous-titres :
guig

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Sous-titres :
Breys

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Sous-titres :
RoBoT

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Sous-titres :
Hutch

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{fad(600,800)}Sous-titres :
_/Yellow Sub\_ [1.00]

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{fad(600,800)}Saison 5 Épisode 17
Roxy St. James

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{pos(192,230)}C'est un groupe de soutien
contre le cancer du sein.

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"Rejoignez-nous, car nous apprenons
à accepter notre corps,"

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{pos(192,210)}"l'aimer tel qu'il est maintenant,
et non tel que nous le voudrions."

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Ça te ferait du bien d'être
avec des personnes qui vivent

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{pos(192,210)}- ce que tu vis.
- Des mères au foyer à un sein.

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Merci mon pote,
mais c'est pas pour moi.

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Sérieusement, tu as besoin
d'affronter tes peurs sur tout ça.

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Je n'ai pas peur, je suis en colère.

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C'est pareil.

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{a3}Très bien,
je vais peut-être y jeter un œil.

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Il fait froid ici.

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Je couche pas
avec mes amies pour ça.

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{a3}Je préfère me taper
quelqu'un que je n'aime pas.

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J'ai menti.

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J'ai joui. Tu avais raison,

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{a1}J'ai eu un orgasme.
Un bon, gros, orgasme

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intense et vibrant.

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{pos(250,270)}- Content ?
- Oui.

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{pos(192,210)}Je n'ai même pas fait exprès.

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{a1}Tu ne comprends pas.

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{a1}Quand j'ai eu 21 ans,
j'ai découvert que j'étais lesbienne.

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{a3}Ça été mon jour d'indépendance.

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{a1}J'ai finalement compris
qui j'étais supposée être.

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{a1}Et toi, tu décides
de me sauter une nuit,

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- et moi, je suis perdue.
- Mon Dieu.

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{pos(192,220)}- Tu es amoureuse de moi ?
- Quoi ?

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C'est plus important que ton égo,
Christian.

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J'ai passé 20 ans de ma vie

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{a1}à rêver de la fille
avec qui je pourrais partager ma vie.

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- Et maintenant ?
- Quoi ?

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Je ne sais pas si une femme
pourrait me satisfaire.

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Aucune ne l'a jamais fait,
pas comme ça.

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Tu te prends trop la tête.

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Ma bite a des pouvoirs mystiques,
c'est tout.

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- Ça va passer.
- Passer ?

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Je ne dors plus, je suis distraite,
je me suis surprise à regarder

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un magazine de musculature
dans un kiosque.

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Tu sais ce qu'on doit faire ?

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- On doit recoucher ensemble.
- Je préférerais mourir.

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Moi aussi, mais on doit savoir,
si c'est l'affaire d'une fois.

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Si tu n'as pas
encore un bon orgasme,

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alors ta destinée sera
de manger de la moule toute ta vie.

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La plupart des gens qui ont eu
des expériences traumatisantes

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y gagnent en sensibilité,

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mais non, pas toi.

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Je connais ton destin, Christian.

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Tu es voué à vivre seul.

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Autre chose ?

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Mes yeux.

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J'ai ces horribles cernes,
maintenant.

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C'est parce que tu n'as pas dormi,
chérie.

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Tu as juste besoin de repos.

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Et mes lèvres,
elles sont si minces et pâles.

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Et c'est à cause de ton régime,
tu le dis toi-même.

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J'ai l'air d'avoir pris 10 ans
en 6 mois,

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et je sais que ça se voit.

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Entre m'occuper de toi
et voir Eden déménager en Europe

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pour faire ces vidéos atroces...

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Je ne me sens plus moi-même.

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Je veux avoir l'air plus jeune,

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plus optimiste.
Comme quand on s'est rencontrées.

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Tu peux lui dire
à quel point c'est ridicule ?

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Elle n'a pas besoin de tout ça.
Et sans parler des risques encourus.

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Pour rappel, elle est au courant

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des effets néfastes
de la médecine occidentale.

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En particulier,
son approche sauvage,

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opposée à tes techniques orientales.

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C'est bien ce que tu as dit ?

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Je suis curieux de savoir
pourquoi tu t'y intéresses maintenant.

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Ça a sauvé la vie de Julia.

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Comment puis-je
encore nier les bienfaits ?

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On a parlé de liposuccion
pour mes fesses ?

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Je vais dans la salle d'attente.

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Vous semblez...

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très heureuses toutes les deux.

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Oui, bizarrement,

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tout ce qui s'est passé
nous a rapprochés.

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J'imagine mal vivre
sans elle maintenant.

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Et avec cette opération,

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ça nous donnera un nouveau départ.

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C'est ce que sera New York aussi.

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New York ?

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J'ai accepté un poste
d'enseignant à l'hôpital de NYU.

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On y retourne dans 3 semaines.

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Quand allais-tu me le dire ? New York ?
Tu comptes partir dans 3 semaines

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- en prenant Connor et Annie ?
- Elle n'aurait pas dû t'en parler.

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Tu allais me le cacher
combien de temps ?

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Dis l'homme qui a berné tout le monde
en faisant croire qu'il était infirme.

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Pourquoi es-tu si énervé ?

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Ce n'est pas comme si
quelque chose avait changé entre nous.

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Oui, tu as raison.

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Rien n'a changé pour moi, Julia.
Je t'aime encore.

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Je déteste ne pas être
avec toi et ma famille.

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C'est pour ça
que je t'ai menti à l'hôpital.

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Sean, arrête, s'il te plaît.

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Je n'arrêterai
que quand on sera ensemble à nouveau.

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Tu as pu me trouver un créneau ?

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Je n'aurais jamais cru avoir peur
d'un vestiaire chez Loehmann.

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Je sentais tous les regards sur moi.

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Au début, je croyais halluciner,
puis j'ai remarqué que...

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ma soi-disant poitrine avait
glissé jusqu'à mon épaule.

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On aurait dit un corsage.

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C'était si humiliant.

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Ça aide de savoir
que je ne suis pas seule.

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On est tous là pour toi, Lauren.

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Le deuil passe par l'acceptation.

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Tu as perdu quelque chose.

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Et si ce n'est pas toi
qui as du mal à l'accepter ?

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J'ai toujours cru que Jack
et moi pouvions tout surmonter,

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mais depuis qu'il a vu ma cicatrice,
il ne me touche même plus.

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Quel connard.

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Laisse-lui du temps.
Mon mari a eu peur au début.

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Et maintenant,
il trouve la cicatrice plutôt sexy.

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Il ment.

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Il saute sûrement une fille
avec deux vrais seins.

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- C'est horrible de dire ça.
- Enfin, ouvrez les yeux.

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Vous croyez qu'un homme passerait
sa langue sur une entaille difforme

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au lieu d'une bonne paire de seins ?

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Excusez-moi, mais ceci est un groupe
de support, M...

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Docteur...

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Troy, chirurgien plastique,

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et atteint du cancer du sein.

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Eh bien, docteur,

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vous êtes manifestement
au mauvais endroit

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Pourquoi ?

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Je sais ce que c'est de voir
son corps mutilé dans un miroir.

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Mais je ne vais pas rester passif.

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Vous devez vous prendre
en main et vous faire opérer.

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- C'est un choix.
- Chérie,

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J'ai mis des prothèses
à des seins parfaits pendant 20 ans.

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Une femme qui choisit la mutilation,

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choisit d'être une victime.

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Ceci est un groupe
de rescapés du cancer, Roxy.

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Si tu dois fumer, fais-le dehors.

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Très bien.

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Il y a assez de paroles fumeuses ici
de toute façon.

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Si une de vous a besoin de soutien,

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il suffit...

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d'appeler mon cabinet
et de fixer un rendez-vous.

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Vous en voulez ?

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Je ne suis pas pour un mélange
de ma nicotine et ma tamoxifène.

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J'aime mes poisons séparés.

221
00:12:40,158 --> 00:12:41,326
Comme vous voulez.

222
00:12:43,844 --> 00:12:46,220
Vous me reluquez,
ou vous distinguez ce qui est vrai ?

223
00:12:46,345 --> 00:12:48,455
- Les deux sont réelles.
- Belle analyse.

224
00:12:49,038 --> 00:12:50,038
Jolis seins.

225
00:12:51,723 --> 00:12:55,675
Dites-moi, pourquoi une fille
qui a ses deux nichons vient-elle jouer

226
00:12:56,012 --> 00:12:57,934
dans le bac à sable
des victimes anonymes ?

227
00:12:58,352 --> 00:13:01,352
Ma mère et ma sœur
sont mortes de cette maladie.

228
00:13:02,298 --> 00:13:05,556
J'ai pensé
qu'être avec des survivants

229
00:13:06,278 --> 00:13:09,238
ou des gens qui vivent la même chose
serait thérapeutique.

230
00:13:09,363 --> 00:13:11,660
- Alors ?
- Pas tellement, apparemment.

231
00:13:14,156 --> 00:13:17,139
Ce que vous avez dit
sur la prise en main de notre destinée,

232
00:13:18,236 --> 00:13:19,042
m'a plu.

233
00:13:19,254 --> 00:13:21,815
Vous semblez aimer
prendre les choses en main.

234
00:13:22,549 --> 00:13:24,535
Vous pensez que c'est quoi ?

235
00:13:25,217 --> 00:13:26,421
Votre destinée.

236
00:13:26,637 --> 00:13:29,226
De baiser un maximum
de belles femmes.

237
00:13:31,570 --> 00:13:32,830
Alors, docteur...

238
00:13:35,577 --> 00:13:37,041
j'en fais partie ?

239
00:13:57,987 --> 00:14:00,243
Je dois aller
à ces groupes plus souvent.

240
00:14:02,339 --> 00:14:03,974
Merci pour le soutien.

241
00:14:09,697 --> 00:14:11,986
Tu dois être
un chirurgien du tonnerre.

242
00:14:14,553 --> 00:14:16,738
Tu as des mains très délicates.

243
00:14:19,081 --> 00:14:20,113
Tu as un corps...

244
00:14:21,031 --> 00:14:22,366
très réceptif.

245
00:14:23,258 --> 00:14:24,702
Notamment ici.

246
00:14:26,097 --> 00:14:26,898
Et...

247
00:14:28,029 --> 00:14:28,829
ici.

248
00:14:38,797 --> 00:14:41,827
Je ne vais plus rien sentir une fois
que les filles seront parties.

249
00:14:43,270 --> 00:14:44,209
Pardon ?

250
00:14:47,062 --> 00:14:48,412
De quoi tu parles ?

251
00:14:50,178 --> 00:14:52,914
Ce sont les 2 plus beaux seins
où j'y ai mis ma bite.

252
00:14:53,544 --> 00:14:57,037
Je ne vais pas être la 3e personne
de ma famille à mourir du cancer.

253
00:14:57,162 --> 00:14:59,138
Tu es positive au BRCA1 ?

254
00:15:00,514 --> 00:15:01,314
Non.

255
00:15:03,560 --> 00:15:05,432
Ça ne veut rien dire.

256
00:15:07,162 --> 00:15:08,734
Je connais les statistiques.

257
00:15:10,202 --> 00:15:12,830
Retirer les 2 seins
diminue le risque de 90 %.

258
00:15:12,955 --> 00:15:15,154
Mais s'il n'y pas d'anomalie
dans les gènes...

259
00:15:15,370 --> 00:15:16,990
J'en ai rien à foutre du test.

260
00:15:17,822 --> 00:15:19,421
Je sais que je l'aurai.

261
00:15:22,532 --> 00:15:24,416
Ce n'est qu'une question de temps.

262
00:15:27,669 --> 00:15:30,499
Tu as une idée
de ce qu'est de se lever le matin

263
00:15:31,887 --> 00:15:34,573
effrayée de prendre une douche,
terrifiée...

264
00:15:37,209 --> 00:15:39,827
qu'aujourd'hui sera le jour
où je découvre cette boule ?

265
00:15:44,811 --> 00:15:46,661
Je n'envisage pas de me marier,

266
00:15:46,938 --> 00:15:48,674
ou même d'avoir des enfants.

267
00:15:51,377 --> 00:15:53,561
À quoi bon ? Je vais juste...

268
00:15:54,226 --> 00:15:56,322
les abandonner, tout comme ma mère.

269
00:16:07,433 --> 00:16:09,917
Je veux les couper
et les remplacer.

270
00:16:16,474 --> 00:16:18,178
Qui a les implants de cette dingue ?

271
00:16:18,298 --> 00:16:20,357
Ses fesses vont avoir l'air
de faire du 95 D.

272
00:16:20,544 --> 00:16:23,510
On peut mettre la démo de Coco ?
Elle l'a demandée.

273
00:16:24,661 --> 00:16:25,862
M'en fous. Vas-y.

274
00:18:43,320 --> 00:18:44,980
Tu es prête pour demain ?

275
00:18:45,504 --> 00:18:47,501
Je voulais tester le résultat.

276
00:18:49,356 --> 00:18:50,257
Assieds-toi.

277
00:18:51,000 --> 00:18:53,881
Avant d'opérer,
j'aime revoir les étapes.

278
00:18:54,006 --> 00:18:56,295
Dessiner une carte, façon de parler.

279
00:18:56,591 --> 00:18:58,446
Tu connais quelqu'un à New York

280
00:18:58,571 --> 00:19:00,932
que je peux appeler
pour le suivi post-op ?

281
00:19:01,100 --> 00:19:02,433
Absolument. Moi.

282
00:19:02,558 --> 00:19:05,061
Je prévois d'y aller
toutes les semaines.

283
00:19:06,915 --> 00:19:08,935
- Quoi ?
- Ce sont mes gosses.

284
00:19:09,060 --> 00:19:10,470
Je suis leur père.

285
00:19:10,930 --> 00:19:13,029
Je ne vais pas te laisser
être leur belle-mère,

286
00:19:13,149 --> 00:19:15,763
surtout après l'excellent boulot
que tu as fait avec ta fille.

287
00:19:15,986 --> 00:19:17,270
Tourne-toi.

288
00:19:18,121 --> 00:19:20,785
Tu ne t'inquiètes pas
de mon éducation, Sean.

289
00:19:20,910 --> 00:19:23,608
Tu veux juste rester avec Julia.

290
00:19:24,057 --> 00:19:26,312
Si tu l'aimes tellement,

291
00:19:27,000 --> 00:19:29,305
laisse-la partir pour de bon.

292
00:19:30,512 --> 00:19:34,341
- Je peux te dire la même chose.
- Mais je l'ai laissée partir, Sean.

293
00:19:34,466 --> 00:19:36,945
Et tu sais,
elle est revenue avec moi.

294
00:19:37,070 --> 00:19:40,453
Tu ne peux pas accepter
qu'on est ensemble pour de bon,

295
00:19:40,578 --> 00:19:41,743
le souhaiter ?

296
00:19:46,994 --> 00:19:49,670
Alors, comment je peux te faire
confiance pour mon lifting ?

297
00:19:50,576 --> 00:19:54,313
Je n'ai jamais laissé ma vie privée
interférer avec mon travail.

298
00:20:12,881 --> 00:20:16,723
Je me sentirais vraiment mieux,
si elle allait voir un psy

299
00:20:16,848 --> 00:20:19,830
et discuter avant de faire
quelque chose irrémédiable comme ça.

300
00:20:19,950 --> 00:20:21,369
C'est son corps, Lizzie.

301
00:20:21,494 --> 00:20:24,810
C'est trop facile de ne laisser le choix
que lorsque que tu es d'accord.

302
00:20:25,639 --> 00:20:26,639
Regarde,

303
00:20:27,066 --> 00:20:29,662
- elle a peur, je comprends.
- Vraiment ?

304
00:20:29,787 --> 00:20:31,844
Tu sais que ce c'est
de rester éveiller la nuit

305
00:20:31,964 --> 00:20:34,182
à se demander,
si tu seras mort dans un an ?

306
00:20:34,307 --> 00:20:37,962
De regarder son gamin et essayer
de se rappeler sa tête à l'instant ?

307
00:20:38,087 --> 00:20:40,805
Ou ce que ça fait de tenir sa main ?

308
00:20:40,930 --> 00:20:43,792
On parle de sauver
sa vie ou la tienne ?

309
00:20:44,865 --> 00:20:47,078
Tu ne peux pas effacer ta peur

310
00:20:47,600 --> 00:20:49,429
en enlevant ses seins.

311
00:20:51,412 --> 00:20:52,412
Lame de 15.

312
00:21:06,812 --> 00:21:08,254
Je rêvais.

313
00:21:13,743 --> 00:21:15,691
Je courrais dans un champ...

314
00:21:16,681 --> 00:21:17,873
avec un enfant.

315
00:21:19,071 --> 00:21:20,738
Peut-être le mien.

316
00:21:21,218 --> 00:21:23,990
- J'étais insouciante.
- Roxy.

317
00:21:24,708 --> 00:21:26,661
Je pensais que ça ferait plus mal.

318
00:21:28,640 --> 00:21:29,693
Je suis désolé.

319
00:21:42,841 --> 00:21:44,595
Tu m'as promis de le faire.

320
00:21:45,578 --> 00:21:49,190
- Je pensais que tu comprendrais.
- Je comprends que tu aies peur,

321
00:21:49,315 --> 00:21:52,668
mais tu ne peux pas laisser la peur
te dicter une chose aussi énorme,

322
00:21:52,793 --> 00:21:55,982
surtout s'il y a une grande chance
que tu ailles bien.

323
00:21:57,269 --> 00:21:58,269
Bien ?

324
00:22:00,369 --> 00:22:02,419
J'ai été condamnée à mort,

325
00:22:04,009 --> 00:22:06,284
et il n'y aura aucune grâce
pour moi.

326
00:22:25,499 --> 00:22:28,054
Putain, Christian,
c'est un cabinet médical.

327
00:22:29,492 --> 00:22:31,964
C'est pourquoi je me suis fait
une ordonnance.

328
00:22:32,609 --> 00:22:35,204
Tu sais pas à quel point cette came
du gouvernement est bonne ?

329
00:22:37,243 --> 00:22:38,817
Passe-moi M. Bulles.

330
00:22:51,316 --> 00:22:53,105
Pourquoi tu t'es bien habillée ?

331
00:22:57,213 --> 00:23:00,671
Qu'est-ce que tu crois ?
J'allais voir le glamour hollywoodien.

332
00:23:01,179 --> 00:23:03,180
T'es jolie. Comment elle s'appelle ?

333
00:23:04,562 --> 00:23:06,328
- Steven.
- Viril.

334
00:23:06,453 --> 00:23:08,504
Il est anesthésiste,

335
00:23:08,629 --> 00:23:12,460
et je l'ai rencontré à une conférence,
il y a un moment. Et...

336
00:23:12,689 --> 00:23:14,101
il est très persévérant.

337
00:23:14,270 --> 00:23:16,278
Bien, laisse-moi te donner
un conseil.

338
00:23:16,403 --> 00:23:19,160
Personne ne peut être
aussi bon avec toi que moi.

339
00:23:19,285 --> 00:23:21,819
OK ? Arrête de te raser
sous les bras,

340
00:23:21,944 --> 00:23:25,206
remets tes pulls troués
et reprends ta salade d'hikima.

341
00:23:25,326 --> 00:23:26,618
Tu perds ton temps !

342
00:23:43,316 --> 00:23:45,943
Steven Elsbury,
c'est Christian Troy.

343
00:23:48,243 --> 00:23:50,804
- Vous en voulez ?
- Non merci. Je ne touche pas à ça.

344
00:23:55,430 --> 00:23:58,517
- Tu es superbe.
- Merci.

345
00:24:00,057 --> 00:24:01,057
Donc...

346
00:24:01,560 --> 00:24:04,192
qu'allez-vous faire, ce soir,
les tourtereaux ?

347
00:24:04,869 --> 00:24:08,844
J'ai réservé chez Dolce,
mais ce fut toute une histoire.

348
00:24:08,969 --> 00:24:11,729
J'ai plein de films
en attente chez Netflix.

349
00:24:11,849 --> 00:24:14,022
On pourra commander, parler.

350
00:24:14,682 --> 00:24:17,312
- Ça va être excellent.
- Super. Super.

351
00:24:29,851 --> 00:24:31,915
Vous feriez mieux
d'ouvrir la fenêtre.

352
00:24:32,040 --> 00:24:34,765
J'ai suivi l'odeur
tout le long du couloir.

353
00:24:36,431 --> 00:24:37,520
C'est une lesbienne.

354
00:24:40,986 --> 00:24:43,950
Suis-je la seule à penser
que se faire lifter

355
00:24:44,075 --> 00:24:46,477
quand tu pratiques
la médecine holistique

356
00:24:46,602 --> 00:24:48,325
est un tout petit peu hypocrite ?

357
00:24:48,450 --> 00:24:50,473
Ça n'a rien à voir avec sa carrière.

358
00:24:50,598 --> 00:24:54,124
Elle n'est pas rassurée avec Julia.
Elle se sait en terrain instable.

359
00:24:54,449 --> 00:24:56,826
Alors, pourquoi elles déménagent
à New York ?

360
00:24:56,951 --> 00:24:58,968
Plus, elle emmènera Julia, loin,

361
00:24:59,093 --> 00:25:02,038
plus, elle arrivera à contrôler
leur relation,

362
00:25:02,539 --> 00:25:04,264
ce dont elle se rappelle, et de qui.

363
00:25:05,223 --> 00:25:08,173
Julia n'est pas en mesure
de prendre des décisions importantes.

364
00:25:09,129 --> 00:25:11,647
Olivia tire avantage
de sa vulnérabilité.

365
00:25:14,508 --> 00:25:17,331
Pauvre Sean. Tu penses vraiment,
qu'elle reviendra avec toi,

366
00:25:17,632 --> 00:25:19,651
que vous avez des liens si forts

367
00:25:19,771 --> 00:25:22,089
que ni le temps,
ni l'espace ne peuvent briser.

368
00:25:22,701 --> 00:25:25,331
Quand vas-tu comprendre ?
Elle ne veut pas de toi.

369
00:25:25,456 --> 00:25:29,033
Quand elle se rappellera qui on était
l'un pour l'autre, notre vie ensemble...

370
00:25:29,359 --> 00:25:33,065
Tout ce que votre mariage
lui rappelle, est l'échec.

371
00:25:33,340 --> 00:25:35,692
Elle sait à quel point
j'étais attaché à elle.

372
00:25:35,865 --> 00:25:38,903
Ah bon ? Comme quand tu baisais ma fille
pendant qu'elle était malade ?

373
00:25:39,077 --> 00:25:41,164
- Ferme la putain.
- Tue-moi, vas-y ?

374
00:25:41,289 --> 00:25:42,991
T'aimerais, hein ?

375
00:25:43,164 --> 00:25:46,292
Ta vie serait tellement plus facile,
si je n'étais pas dans le coin.

376
00:25:46,863 --> 00:25:48,204
Ne me tente pas.

377
00:25:48,843 --> 00:25:50,415
Tu ne me tueras pas, Sean.

378
00:25:50,540 --> 00:25:53,451
Je suis dans la tête
et le cœur de Julia.

379
00:25:53,576 --> 00:25:56,296
- J'ai dit ta gueule.
- Sean, elle est en VTAC.

380
00:25:56,469 --> 00:25:59,382
- Pouls à 150.
- Prends le défibrillateur.

381
00:25:59,552 --> 00:26:00,902
Chargez les plaques.

382
00:26:04,191 --> 00:26:06,318
Je la choque à 3. Prêt ?

383
00:26:06,443 --> 00:26:08,309
Un, deux, trois.

384
00:26:09,432 --> 00:26:10,835
Elle est en arrêt.

385
00:26:10,955 --> 00:26:13,075
Je commence la RCP.
Appelle les urgences.

386
00:26:23,141 --> 00:26:24,393
Comment elle va ?

387
00:26:24,513 --> 00:26:25,706
Stable.

388
00:26:26,364 --> 00:26:29,774
Sean est avec Julia à l'hôpital,
il va appeler pour donner des nouvelles.

389
00:26:31,211 --> 00:26:33,396
- Je ne comprends pas.
- Ça va aller, Lizzie.

390
00:26:34,703 --> 00:26:38,064
En plus, t'as suivi toute la procédure.
Elle serait morte sans toi.

391
00:26:38,189 --> 00:26:39,529
Ne l'oublie pas.

392
00:26:43,390 --> 00:26:44,390
Et maintenant ?

393
00:26:44,515 --> 00:26:45,909
Quoi, maintenant ?

394
00:26:47,346 --> 00:26:48,849
Maintenant, on attend.

395
00:26:49,817 --> 00:26:51,071
T'aimes le sport ?

396
00:27:02,208 --> 00:27:03,396
Le Dr Troy est là ?

397
00:27:03,516 --> 00:27:06,209
- Vous avez rendez-vous ?
- Non, je suis une amie.

398
00:27:06,334 --> 00:27:09,660
Il termine une consultation,
il devrait passer ici, ensuite.

399
00:27:10,398 --> 00:27:11,915
Vous avez une prise ?

400
00:27:14,806 --> 00:27:16,663
Et alors, ta soirée avec Evan ?

401
00:27:17,163 --> 00:27:19,106
- Steven.
- Peu importe.

402
00:27:20,972 --> 00:27:22,060
Le pied.

403
00:27:24,113 --> 00:27:27,221
Il a commandé des pizzas,
on a regardé Les 3 jours du Condor,

404
00:27:27,346 --> 00:27:29,396
puis il m'a fait un dessert.

405
00:27:29,965 --> 00:27:32,739
Pas de meilleurs préliminaires
qu'un flambé.

406
00:27:34,339 --> 00:27:35,856
Il t'a fait jouir ?

407
00:27:38,286 --> 00:27:40,282
Il a aussi des pouvoirs mystiques.

408
00:27:45,510 --> 00:27:47,900
Vous feriez mieux de vous
asseoir là-bas.

409
00:29:04,991 --> 00:29:06,495
Pourquoi Olivia, Sean ?

410
00:29:06,830 --> 00:29:08,617
Depuis des années que tu opères,

411
00:29:08,742 --> 00:29:11,671
tu as toujours été
prudent et minutieux.

412
00:29:12,011 --> 00:29:15,704
Est-il possible que tu n'aies pas
été prudent avec elle,

413
00:29:16,181 --> 00:29:18,953
car quelque part au fin fond
de ton esprit,

414
00:29:19,608 --> 00:29:21,676
tu as voulu te débarrasser d'elle ?

415
00:29:21,801 --> 00:29:23,294
Tu m'accuses ?

416
00:29:23,477 --> 00:29:25,418
C'est incroyable que tu dises ça.

417
00:29:25,543 --> 00:29:28,545
Tu as menti à propos de ton fauteuil,
de Monica et de Megan.

418
00:29:28,709 --> 00:29:31,040
Tu es un menteur et un tricheur.

419
00:29:35,829 --> 00:29:37,744
Dr McNamara ?
Le médecin de Mme Lord ?

420
00:29:37,869 --> 00:29:39,319
Comment va-t-elle ?

421
00:29:40,491 --> 00:29:42,435
On n'a pas pu la sauver.
Je suis désolé.

422
00:29:42,560 --> 00:29:44,410
Son cœur s'est arrêté à 5 h 03.

423
00:29:47,761 --> 00:29:48,929
Mon Dieu.

424
00:29:49,978 --> 00:29:52,793
Je veux la voir.
Il faut que je la voie.

425
00:29:53,399 --> 00:29:56,874
- Désolé. Vous êtes qui ?
- Sa compagne, bon sang.

426
00:29:57,571 --> 00:30:00,621
Bien sûr. Si vous voulez bien
attendre un instant.

427
00:30:04,107 --> 00:30:06,355
Je ne te pardonnerai jamais, Sean.

428
00:30:06,617 --> 00:30:08,410
Il y aura une autopsie,

429
00:30:08,535 --> 00:30:11,629
et si tu es responsable,
ça se saura,

430
00:30:11,885 --> 00:30:14,826
et je ferai en sorte
que tu ne travailles plus jamais.

431
00:30:14,951 --> 00:30:16,984
Je te déteste. Je te déteste !

432
00:30:17,713 --> 00:30:19,378
Tout est de ta faute.

433
00:30:19,941 --> 00:30:21,835
Comment as-tu pu faire ça ?

434
00:30:40,429 --> 00:30:42,760
- Je voulais dire...
- Je le sais, alors la ferme.

435
00:30:43,923 --> 00:30:47,486
Elle a failli mourir dans le hall.
Je n'aurais jamais dû t'écouter.

436
00:30:47,755 --> 00:30:50,142
Je vais lui ôter son autre sein,
comme elle le voulait,

437
00:30:50,361 --> 00:30:52,530
comme ça, elle n'aura pas
à le faire elle-même.

438
00:30:56,206 --> 00:30:57,871
Ce que je voulais dire,

439
00:30:58,499 --> 00:31:00,860
Christian,
c'est que tu avais raison.

440
00:31:01,464 --> 00:31:03,895
C'est ce que veut Roxy qui compte.
C'est son corps.

441
00:31:05,460 --> 00:31:06,685
Elle est seule,

442
00:31:06,810 --> 00:31:10,038
elle est venue nous parler de ses peurs,
et on ne l'a pas écoutée.

443
00:31:11,488 --> 00:31:13,029
Je ne l'ai pas écoutée.

444
00:31:14,049 --> 00:31:15,373
J'en suis désolée.

445
00:31:17,222 --> 00:31:19,811
Et laisse-moi te dire par expérience
qu'il n'y a rien de pire

446
00:31:19,936 --> 00:31:22,338
qu'avoir à affronter ses peurs seul.

447
00:31:24,252 --> 00:31:26,185
Lame de 15. Allez, plus vite !

448
00:31:33,899 --> 00:31:35,190
On l'a perdue.

449
00:31:36,655 --> 00:31:38,005
Olivia est morte.

450
00:32:03,602 --> 00:32:04,906
Ce n'était pas ta faute.

451
00:32:06,070 --> 00:32:07,056
Vraiment ?

452
00:32:09,052 --> 00:32:10,740
Je voulais qu'elle meure.

453
00:32:11,396 --> 00:32:14,001
J'ai eu ce rêve
pendant l'opération...

454
00:32:16,921 --> 00:32:18,539
cette envie de...

455
00:32:21,365 --> 00:32:24,811
Je voulais qu'elle sorte de la vie
de Julia pour qu'elle me revienne.

456
00:32:24,936 --> 00:32:27,746
Rêver à quelque chose
et réaliser ce rêve...

457
00:32:27,871 --> 00:32:29,549
2 choses complètement différentes.

458
00:32:29,674 --> 00:32:32,259
Et tu sais ce qui est le plus ironique
dans tout ça ?

459
00:32:32,384 --> 00:32:34,534
Maintenant qu'Olivia est morte...

460
00:32:36,504 --> 00:32:37,922
j'ai perdu Julia...

461
00:32:38,831 --> 00:32:39,831
à jamais.

462
00:32:43,379 --> 00:32:45,898
J'ai l'impression d'être
dans une tragédie grecque.

463
00:32:46,023 --> 00:32:48,220
Tu essayes de contrôler ta destinée,

464
00:32:49,116 --> 00:32:51,252
mais les dieux ont d'autres plans.

465
00:32:55,703 --> 00:32:57,469
Peut-être que...

466
00:32:58,672 --> 00:33:00,611
je ne suis pas censé être avec elle.

467
00:33:02,041 --> 00:33:04,045
Peut-être que je suis censé...

468
00:33:05,656 --> 00:33:06,706
rester seul.

469
00:33:08,398 --> 00:33:11,900
Je crois que c'est ma vie
que tu décris là, beau gosse,

470
00:33:12,296 --> 00:33:13,446
pas la tienne.

471
00:33:19,062 --> 00:33:22,498
Le Dr Kotchman a appelé
pour délivrer le rapport toxicologique.

472
00:33:22,736 --> 00:33:26,485
Olivia était sous antidépresseurs
et ne nous a rien dit.

473
00:33:27,901 --> 00:33:31,807
- Tu en es sûre ?
- C'est la raison de son arrêt...

474
00:33:32,069 --> 00:33:33,975
le mélange avec l'anesthésie.

475
00:33:34,100 --> 00:33:35,408
Si elle nous l'avait dit,

476
00:33:35,878 --> 00:33:38,193
on aurait pu annuler l'opération.

477
00:33:38,318 --> 00:33:40,128
Elle a vraiment eu tort.

478
00:33:41,300 --> 00:33:43,150
Ce n'est pas notre faute, Sean.

479
00:33:58,722 --> 00:34:00,133
Ça n'a pas de sens.

480
00:34:00,258 --> 00:34:02,167
Pourquoi garder ça secret ?

481
00:34:02,330 --> 00:34:04,274
Elle avait peut-être honte.

482
00:34:04,487 --> 00:34:07,120
Un guérisseur qui prend des cachets
pour un désordre émotionnel,

483
00:34:07,245 --> 00:34:09,743
ça allait contre
tout ce en quoi elle croyait.

484
00:34:09,924 --> 00:34:12,700
New York va être bizarre sans elle.

485
00:34:17,109 --> 00:34:18,501
Tu y vas toujours ?

486
00:34:21,550 --> 00:34:25,465
Pour l'un de nos premiers rendez-vous,
Olivia m'a emmené aux Cloisters.

487
00:34:26,435 --> 00:34:29,547
Elle y adorait
l'architecture et l'histoire.

488
00:34:30,354 --> 00:34:32,704
C'est là qu'on est tombées
amoureuses.

489
00:34:33,414 --> 00:34:36,424
Elle aurait voulu
que j'y disperse ses cendres.

490
00:34:37,292 --> 00:34:38,425
Tu crois ?

491
00:34:40,814 --> 00:34:43,049
Je n'ai pas subi
l'œil rouge de Budapest

492
00:34:43,174 --> 00:34:46,224
pour que tu me voles
ma mère à nouveau,

493
00:34:46,359 --> 00:34:48,283
espèce de sale petite parasite.

494
00:34:58,949 --> 00:35:02,107
Au moins, tu m'as facilité les choses
pour la ramener.

495
00:35:03,127 --> 00:35:06,349
Passer les douanes avec le cercueil
aurait été compliqué.

496
00:35:07,210 --> 00:35:09,197
Je ne m'attendais pas à te voir ici.

497
00:35:09,322 --> 00:35:13,103
Les bouchers qui tuent leurs patients
ne vont pas en prison normalement ?

498
00:35:13,228 --> 00:35:15,551
Eden, je regrette vraiment
ce qui est arrivé,

499
00:35:16,048 --> 00:35:19,180
mais ta mère est morte pour ne pas avoir
dit quels médicaments elle prenait.

500
00:35:20,110 --> 00:35:22,777
Elle a gardé ça secret.

501
00:35:23,114 --> 00:35:25,603
Les antidépresseurs
qu'elle prenait depuis 6 mois ?

502
00:35:26,967 --> 00:35:29,648
- Ce secret ?
- Comment es-tu au courant ?

503
00:35:32,085 --> 00:35:34,417
Je connaissais
tous ses secrets, Julia.

504
00:35:35,346 --> 00:35:39,075
Tout comme la vraie raison
qui l'a poussée à prendre ces cachets.

505
00:35:39,750 --> 00:35:41,235
Elle était déprimée...

506
00:35:44,481 --> 00:35:46,581
car c'est elle qui t'a tiré dessus.

507
00:35:51,578 --> 00:35:54,522
Elle s'est mise à boire en apprenant
que tu avais couché avec Christian.

508
00:35:54,642 --> 00:35:57,708
C'était une épave,
et toi, tu étais fatiguée au lit.

509
00:35:59,904 --> 00:36:01,846
Ce jour-là, elle était bourrée.

510
00:36:02,074 --> 00:36:03,763
Elle a dû te prendre pour un voleur.

511
00:36:04,034 --> 00:36:06,860
- Tu mens.
- Elle était malheureuse, Julia.

512
00:36:07,304 --> 00:36:08,555
À cause de toi.

513
00:36:09,139 --> 00:36:12,352
- Et pour finir, tu l'as tuée.
- Et tu penses qu'on va te croire ?

514
00:36:12,477 --> 00:36:15,537
Peu importe ce que vous croyez.
C'est la vérité.

515
00:36:16,046 --> 00:36:18,032
Pourquoi pensez-vous
que j'ai quitté le pays ?

516
00:36:18,157 --> 00:36:21,204
Hein ? J'ai gardé ça secret
tout ce temps.

517
00:36:21,329 --> 00:36:24,026
Je pouvais pas dénoncer
ma mère, non ?

518
00:36:25,359 --> 00:36:26,609
Réfléchissez.

519
00:36:27,811 --> 00:36:30,961
Peut-être qu'elle n'a dit à personne
qu'elle prenait des médicaments,

520
00:36:31,081 --> 00:36:33,536
car elle voulait mourir
pendant l'opération.

521
00:36:33,826 --> 00:36:36,694
Elle ne supportait plus de vivre
avec ce qu'elle avait fait.

522
00:36:36,819 --> 00:36:40,547
Non. Elle n'aurait pas eu à faire ça,
si c'était un accident.

523
00:36:40,672 --> 00:36:42,011
Je lui aurais pardonné.

524
00:36:42,239 --> 00:36:45,131
Il est un peu trop tard pour ça
maintenant, non ?

525
00:36:50,764 --> 00:36:53,022
Et tu sais le pire, dans tout ça ?

526
00:36:53,250 --> 00:36:54,885
Elle t'aimait vraiment.

527
00:36:58,318 --> 00:37:02,286
C'est pour ça que ça a été si dur
quand elle t'a presque tuée.

528
00:37:04,139 --> 00:37:08,094
Mais si tu penses pouvoir
lui pardonner ce qu'elle a fait...

529
00:37:10,893 --> 00:37:12,243
alors j'imagine...

530
00:37:13,736 --> 00:37:15,986
que tu mérites qu'elle te revienne.

531
00:37:32,199 --> 00:37:35,850
- Je te raconte une histoire ?
- "Sale pute qui pue".

532
00:37:36,105 --> 00:37:38,234
Quoi ? Qui t'a fait écouter ça ?

533
00:37:38,466 --> 00:37:39,466
Papa.

534
00:37:41,105 --> 00:37:43,407
C'est entraînant. C'est nº 8
sur YouTube, et ça monte.

535
00:37:47,110 --> 00:37:50,246
Tante Lizzie pense
que c'est une vilaine chanson,

536
00:37:51,285 --> 00:37:53,335
et pas pour les petits garçons.

537
00:37:54,065 --> 00:37:56,515
Il est l'heure de dormir.
Fais-moi un gros bisou.

538
00:37:59,165 --> 00:38:02,051
Ne laisse pas
les punaises te piquer, OK ?

539
00:38:04,662 --> 00:38:07,048
Bonne nuit, tata Lizzie. Je t'aime.

540
00:38:09,173 --> 00:38:10,225
Moi aussi.

541
00:38:10,452 --> 00:38:11,977
Tu seras là demain matin ?

542
00:38:13,048 --> 00:38:14,233
Sûrement pas.

543
00:38:14,730 --> 00:38:17,707
Mais je reviens te voir bientôt,
OK ?

544
00:38:19,551 --> 00:38:20,861
Dors bien, bonhomme.

545
00:38:29,296 --> 00:38:30,304
Tu pars ?

546
00:38:32,108 --> 00:38:34,080
- Tu es en colère ?
- Non.

547
00:38:37,673 --> 00:38:38,673
En fait,

548
00:38:39,217 --> 00:38:40,885
je me rends compte

549
00:38:41,108 --> 00:38:43,895
qu'il se met à m'attendre
même le matin,

550
00:38:44,015 --> 00:38:47,051
et je ne pense pas
que ce soit une très bonne idée,

551
00:38:47,171 --> 00:38:49,013
pour les raisons que tu sais.

552
00:38:49,241 --> 00:38:51,183
- C'est à dire ?
- Eh bien, d'abord,

553
00:38:52,553 --> 00:38:54,228
car je ne suis pas ta moitié.

554
00:38:54,696 --> 00:38:58,022
Un peu quand même.
Enfin, pas vraiment, mais un peu.

555
00:38:59,563 --> 00:39:00,947
Dans quel monde

556
00:39:01,067 --> 00:39:03,115
un truc pareil me ferait
me sentir bien ?

557
00:39:03,240 --> 00:39:05,971
Dans le vrai monde.
Sois juste toi-même avec moi.

558
00:39:07,002 --> 00:39:09,334
Tu veux que je sois moi-même ?
Très bien.

559
00:39:11,965 --> 00:39:13,915
J'ai menti à propos de Steven.

560
00:39:14,485 --> 00:39:16,635
Je n'ai pas eu d'orgasme fabuleux.

561
00:39:16,871 --> 00:39:20,007
C'était plus comme être piquée
par un moustique géant.

562
00:39:20,484 --> 00:39:21,765
C'était horrible.

563
00:39:23,249 --> 00:39:25,499
Christian, je n'aime pas les hommes.

564
00:39:27,016 --> 00:39:28,160
Juste toi.

565
00:39:34,197 --> 00:39:37,954
- Je t'ai dit que j'étais une merde.
- En effet.

566
00:39:39,356 --> 00:39:42,108
Mais l'important, c'est que ça n'a rien
à voir avec la technique

567
00:39:42,336 --> 00:39:44,043
ou le sexe. C'est toi.

568
00:39:46,444 --> 00:39:47,894
Tu es un sale type.

569
00:39:48,476 --> 00:39:51,294
Tu es pompeux, ridicule, exaspérant,

570
00:39:51,419 --> 00:39:54,569
et pourtant, je ne sais pas pourquoi,
je t'aime bien.

571
00:39:57,059 --> 00:39:58,550
Et par-dessus tout,

572
00:39:59,813 --> 00:40:02,071
Je sais que tu me soutiens

573
00:40:02,191 --> 00:40:03,748
comme personne d'autre

574
00:40:04,422 --> 00:40:06,416
ne l'a jamais fait, et...

575
00:40:08,939 --> 00:40:11,351
Je sais qui tu es, Christian.

576
00:40:12,573 --> 00:40:15,460
Je te vois te battre pour être fort,

577
00:40:15,580 --> 00:40:18,742
et tu te bats pour être meilleur,
et je ne sais pas.

578
00:40:19,314 --> 00:40:21,588
Ça me retourne complètement.

579
00:40:23,199 --> 00:40:25,829
Et je ne sais pas quoi dire.

580
00:40:25,949 --> 00:40:28,947
- Je crois que je...
- Pas le mot en "A". Arrête-toi là.

581
00:40:31,133 --> 00:40:33,243
Je comprends.
Je ressens la même chose.

582
00:40:35,004 --> 00:40:38,554
La plupart du temps,
tu me fais tourner en bourrique, mais...

583
00:40:38,915 --> 00:40:41,194
tu es la seule femme
à qui je fais confiance.

584
00:40:42,345 --> 00:40:45,538
Et tu te soucies de moi,
sans rien attendre en retour...

585
00:40:48,725 --> 00:40:50,991
tu nous comprends,
moi et mon fils, et...

586
00:40:53,609 --> 00:40:56,813
- Je t'aime pour ça.
- Pas le mot en "A", tu te souviens ?

587
00:40:59,590 --> 00:41:03,534
C'est vraiment si terrible pour Wilbur
de retrouver sa tante Lizzie

588
00:41:03,654 --> 00:41:06,901
pour le petit-déjeuner
plusieurs matins par semaine ?

 

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1
00:00:01,040 --> 00:00:02,490
Previously on nip/tuck...

2
00:00:02,550 --> 00:00:06,580
You really should lock up your firearms and not leave them in a bedside table drawer,

3
00:00:06,640 --> 00:00:09,260
you stupid bitch.

4
00:00:11,830 --> 00:00:13,780
We're still married?

5
00:00:13,860 --> 00:00:15,360
We're still married.

6
00:00:15,980 --> 00:00:17,990
And we have 3 beautiful children.

7
00:00:18,060 --> 00:00:20,750
Everything is just.

8
00:00:22,430 --> 00:00:23,980
perfect.

9
00:00:24,030 --> 00:00:25,200
I can't walk.

10
00:00:26,130 --> 00:00:26,640
It hard.

11
00:00:26,700 --> 00:00:27,560
So is stage 2 breast cancer.

12
00:00:28,400 --> 00:00:29,500
What does breast cancer have to do with anything?

13
00:00:29,580 --> 00:00:30,140
I have it.

14
00:00:34,830 --> 00:00:36,570
Don't fight it.

15
00:00:36,580 --> 00:00:39,310
It's less painful that way.

16
00:00:40,720 --> 00:00:41,610
Liz?

17
00:00:41,790 --> 00:00:42,620
Yeah?

18
00:00:42,680 --> 00:00:44,520
Can you stay a while?

19
00:00:45,310 --> 00:00:47,210
Just until I fall asleep.

20
00:00:51,140 --> 00:00:53,800
You and Dr. Christian troy had sexual intercourse.

21
00:00:53,880 --> 00:00:54,860
You and liz had sex?

22
00:00:54,930 --> 00:00:55,520
Yeah,so?

23
00:00:55,530 --> 00:00:56,390
Lizzie was there for me.

24
00:00:56,400 --> 00:00:58,690
She spread her legs and made me feel good.

25
00:00:58,760 --> 00:01:00,190
You were awake?

26
00:01:00,260 --> 00:01:01,230
Got my mojo back.

27
00:01:01,300 --> 00:01:07,260
I knew that you weren't sleeping,and I faked my orgasm,and you are a lousy lay!

28
00:01:07,280 --> 00:01:09,280
Oh,come on,I have an image to protect.

29
00:01:09,320 --> 00:01:11,820
I'm sorry,I have no idea who you are.

30
00:01:12,760 --> 00:01:14,640
I'm a goddamn icon.

31
00:01:14,700 --> 00:01:16,040
Tell him who I am.

32
00:01:16,100 --> 00:01:17,470
Candy richards?

33
00:01:17,520 --> 00:01:19,060
Damn straight.

34
00:01:22,490 --> 00:01:27,150
Tell us what you don't like about yourself now,ms.Richards.

35
00:01:27,750 --> 00:01:30,330
Oh,I don't go by candy richards no more.

36
00:01:30,400 --> 00:01:33,100
That name was given to me by a white man.

37
00:01:33,130 --> 00:01:34,970
My name is coco.

38
00:01:35,030 --> 00:01:36,630
I'm an african american,

39
00:01:36,680 --> 00:01:42,380
and I've been passing as a honky white cracker for my entire life.

40
00:01:42,410 --> 00:01:43,220
What?

41
00:01:43,240 --> 00:01:46,110
Yeah,my agent maury gave me this thing for christmas.

42
00:01:46,170 --> 00:01:48,810
It was like a genetics D.N.A.Gift set.

43
00:01:48,830 --> 00:01:53,360
I found out that I'm african in nature.

44
00:01:53,460 --> 00:01:57,390
All my life I've wondered why my career isn't bigger.

45
00:01:57,430 --> 00:02:00,500
Is it because I'm too beautiful?

46
00:02:00,620 --> 00:02:02,440
Or is it because I'm too smart?

47
00:02:02,460 --> 00:02:03,770
Not talented?

48
00:02:03,840 --> 00:02:09,460
I thought that,too,but now it all makes sense.

49
00:02:09,510 --> 00:02:12,820
I love billy ocean,I love chicken and waffles,

50
00:02:12,890 --> 00:02:14,910
and always I've been one of those people

51
00:02:14,960 --> 00:02:18,610
that i always know deep in my heart that O.J.Was innocent.

52
00:02:18,640 --> 00:02:24,720
I'm a black daughter of slavery with...with blood from the zulu nation.

53
00:02:24,780 --> 00:02:26,630
Well,you still haven't told us why you're here.

54
00:02:26,650 --> 00:02:29,500
I want some african american features.

55
00:02:29,550 --> 00:02:32,690
I have the chest,you know,which is,proof of my heritage.

56
00:02:32,750 --> 00:02:38,210
What I want is a big,fat,round beyonce ass.

57
00:02:38,250 --> 00:02:42,080
And i need it fast because my hip-hop album's gonna drop soon,

58
00:02:42,170 --> 00:02:46,530
and i need to get some more junk in the trunk before I do my big video.

59
00:02:46,590 --> 00:02:48,130
Ms.Richards... Coco!

60
00:02:48,180 --> 00:02:50,480
Coco,this is insane.

61
00:02:50,530 --> 00:02:54,360
All right,it has nothing to do with affirming your african american heritage.

62
00:02:54,380 --> 00:02:55,930
You're doing it to become a star.

63
00:02:55,970 --> 00:02:58,190
Pitita potato,french fry.

64
00:02:58,270 --> 00:03:00,430
Look,what you're asking for is one step away

65
00:03:00,440 --> 00:03:03,420
from putting shoe polish on your face and singing mami.

66
00:03:03,490 --> 00:03:04,670
It's highly offensive.

67
00:03:04,730 --> 00:03:09,190
You know,you guys,you do ass implants,you do collagen injections,

68
00:03:09,260 --> 00:03:12,790
but yet you guys would like to send me to the back of the bus

69
00:03:12,830 --> 00:03:16,510
when I don't want to have your white version of beauty.

70
00:03:17,560 --> 00:03:19,390
Shame on you.

71
00:03:19,520 --> 00:03:20,700
What's the harm,really?

72
00:03:20,740 --> 00:03:22,690
Oh,I can tell you what the harm is.

73
00:03:22,790 --> 00:03:27,240
The harm is me not achieving my destiny.

74
00:03:28,960 --> 00:03:33,490
I want my goddamn reparations.

75
00:03:35,500 --> 00:03:38,550
We have an opening thursday morning.

76
00:03:39,890 --> 00:03:42,250
All right.

77
00:04:35,020 --> 00:04:40,430
Nip/Tuck
Season5 Episode17
"Roxy St. James"

78
00:04:48,760 --> 00:04:50,720
It's a breast cancer support group.

79
00:04:50,740 --> 00:04:53,360
"Join us as we learn to embrace our new bodies,

80
00:04:53,380 --> 00:04:57,200
love them as they are now,not as we wish them to be."

81
00:04:57,220 --> 00:05:00,620
It'll be good for you to be around people who are going through what you're going through.

82
00:05:00,670 --> 00:05:02,510
One-titted soccer moms.

83
00:05:02,570 --> 00:05:04,890
Thanks,buddy boy,but it's not for me.

84
00:05:04,940 --> 00:05:08,640
Seriously,you need to do something to deal with your fear about all this.

85
00:05:08,680 --> 00:05:10,940
I'm not scared,I'm angry.

86
00:05:11,010 --> 00:05:12,780
Same thing.

87
00:05:13,610 --> 00:05:16,630
All right,maybe I'll take a look at it.

88
00:05:18,020 --> 00:05:18,940
Sean.

89
00:05:19,000 --> 00:05:20,110
Liz.

90
00:05:22,490 --> 00:05:24,350
It's chilly in here.

91
00:05:27,940 --> 00:05:29,560
This is why I don't have sex with friends.

92
00:05:29,620 --> 00:05:31,960
I'd rather bang somebody I don't like.

93
00:05:33,930 --> 00:05:35,400
I lied.

94
00:05:35,480 --> 00:05:36,580
I came.

95
00:05:36,650 --> 00:05:39,090
You were right,I had an orgasm.

96
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I had a big,fat,juicy,bone rattling orgasm.

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Happy?

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Yeah.

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You know,I wasn't even trying.

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You don't get it,do you?

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When I was 21,I discovered i was a lesbian.

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It was my independence day.

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I finally understood who I was supposed to be.

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Now,you decide to get your rocks off one night and I don't know up from down.

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Christ.

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You in love with me?

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What?

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No.

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This is larger than your ego, Christian.

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I have spent 20 years dreaming of finding the woman who would share my life with me.

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And now?

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Now?

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I don't know if a woman could satisfy me.

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No one ever has,not like that.

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You know,you're over thinking this.

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My cock has mystical powers,that's all.

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It'll pass.

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It'll pass?

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I can't sleep.

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I'm distracted.

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I caught myself checking out a...a muscle magazine at a newsstand.

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You know what we need to do?

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We need to have sex again.

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Oh,I would rather die.

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Me,too,but we need to know if this is a one time thing.

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If you don't have a seismic event again,

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then you'll know you were destined to clap clams for the rest of your life.

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You know,most people who have had traumatic life experiences,

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they gain sensitivity,but no,not you.

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I know your destiny, Christian.

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You are destined to die alone.

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Anything else?

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Uh,my eyes.

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I've got these awful bags now.

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That's because you haven't slept,honey.

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You just need to rest.

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Oh,and my lips.

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They're so thin and pale.

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And that's because of your diet,even you said so.

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I look like I've aged 10 years in the last 6 months,and I know you can tell.

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Between taking care of you and watching eden move to europe to do those awful movies,I just.

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don't feel like myself anymore.

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I...i want to look younger,more hopeful.

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Like I did when we met.

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Can you please tell her how ridiculous she's being?

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She doesn't need all this work done.

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And what about the risks involved?

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As I recall,she's quite up on the adverse effects of western medicine.

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Specifically its crude approach vs.Your eastern techniques.

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Was that about what you said?

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I'm curious to know why you're so open to it now.

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Well,it saved julia's life.

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How can I still deny the benefits?

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Did we talk about liposuction for my thighs?

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I'll be in the waiting room.

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You two seem.

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very happy together.

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Yeah,in a weird way,with everything that's happened,it's somehow brought us closer.

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I can't imagine being without her now.

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And with all of this work,it'll give us a fresh start.

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That's kind of what new york's about,too.

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New york?

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I accepted a position at nyu's teaching hospital.

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We're moving back in 3 weeks.

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When were you gonna tell me?

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New york?

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You're planning to leave in 3 weeks and take connor and annie with you?

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She wasn't supposed to tell you.

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How long were you going to hide it from me?

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This from a man who fooled everyone into thinking he was a cripple?

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Why are you so upset,Sean?

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It's not like anything's changed between us.

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Yeah.

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You're right.

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Nothing ever changed for me,julia.

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I still love you.

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I hate not being with you and our family.

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That's why I said those things to you in the hospital.

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Sean,stop it,please.

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No,I won't stop.

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Not till we're together again.

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Sean,were you able to fit me in?

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I never thought I'd be scared of a dressing room at loehmann'S.

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I just felt everyone staring.

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First I thought it was all in my head,

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but then i noticed my pretend breast had traveled up to my shoulder.

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It looked like a corsage.

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I was so humiliated.

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It helps to know that I'm not alone.

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We're all here for you,lauren.

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Acceptance is part of the grieving process.

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You've had a loss.

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But what if you're not the one having trouble accepting?

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I mean,I just always thought that jack and I could get through anything,

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but ever since he's seen my scar,he won't even touch me.

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Son a bitch.

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Give him time.

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I mean,my husband freaked at first.

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And now he actually finds the scar kind of sexy.

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He's lying.

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He's probably got some hot double-breasted chick he's banging on the side.

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That is an awful thing to say.

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Oh,come on,wake up.

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You think any guy wants to run his tongue along

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some misshapen gash instead of some hot pair of titties.

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Excuse me,but this is a support group,mr...

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Dr.Troy,plastic surgeon and breast cancer patient.

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Well,doctor,this is obviously the wrong place for you.

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Why's that?

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I know what it's like to look in the mirror and see my mutilated body.

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But damned if I'm going to accept it.

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You need to take charge of your destiny and get some goddamn reconstruction.

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Well,that's a choice.

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Sweetheart,I've been stuffing healthy tits with implants for 20 years.

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Any woman who chooses disfigurement chooses to be a victim.

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This is a cancer survivor's group,roxy.

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If you have to smoke,do it outside.

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Okie dokie.

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There's enough smoke being blown in here anyway.

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Any of you ladies want support,just,uh,

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call my office and make an appointment.

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Want one?

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I'm not one for mixing my nicotine with my tomoxophin.

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I like my poisons one at a time.

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Suit yourself.

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Are you checking me out,or are you trying to decide which one is real?

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They're both real.

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Good eye.

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Nice rack.

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So tell me,what's a girl with a complete set

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doing playing in a victims anonymous sandbox?

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My mother and sister both died from the disease.

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I thought that being around survivors

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or people going through it themselves would be therapeutic.

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And?

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Not so much,it turns out.

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What you said in there about taking charge of your own destiny,I liked it.

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You look like a woman who likes to take charge.

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So what do you think it is?

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Your destiny,I mean.

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To bang as many beautiful women as I can.

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So,doctor.

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do I make the cut?

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I have to go to those groups more often.

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Thanks for the support.

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You must be one hell of a surgeon.

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You've got very sensitive hands.

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You have a very responsive body.

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Particularly here.

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And.

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here.

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Yeah.

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I'm probably going to miss feeling that once the girls are gone.

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What?

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What are you talking about?

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Those are 2 of the healthiest tits I've ever put my dick between.

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I'm not going to be the third person in my family to die of breast cancer.

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You tested positive for brca1?

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No.

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That doesn't mean I don't have it.

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I know the statistics.

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Removing both breasts cuts the risk by 90%.

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But if there's no abnormality in the gene,

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I mean... I don't give a shit about the test.

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I know I'm going to get it.

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It's only a matter of time.

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Do you have any idea what it's like to wake up in the morning

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scared to take a shower,terrified that.

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today will be the day that i find that lump?

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I...

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can't think about marriage,can't think about kids.

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I mean,what's the point?

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I'm just going to leave them,just like my mother left me.

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I want you to cut them off and replace them.

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Who's got this nutjob's implants?

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It's gonna look like she's got 36ds in her ass.

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Should we play coco's demo?

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She asked for it.

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Whatever.

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Hit it.

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You ready for tomorrow?

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Just trying to get a preview.

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Come,sit.

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Before we do a surgery,I like to do a run-through.

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Look over the road map,so to speak.

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Do you have the name of someone in new york I can call to do the follow-up after the surgery?

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Absolutely.Me.

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I plan on being out there every weekend from now on.

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You what?

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Those are my kids.

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I'm their father.

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I'm not going to leave them for you to co-parent,

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especially after the bang-up job you did with your daughter.

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Turn to the side.

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You're not worried about my parenting,Sean.

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You...you just want to stay close to julia.

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God,if...if you really love her,just let her go this time,for good.

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I could say the same thing to you.

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But I did let her go,Sean.

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And you know what,she came back to me.

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Can't you just accept that julia and I are together for good now,wish us well?

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No.

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Then how can I trust you to do my facelift?

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I never let my personal life interfere with my professional obligations.

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You know,I'd feel a whole lot more comfortable if she would have gone to a shrink

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and processed some of this before doing something so irrevocable.

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It's her body,lizzie.

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You can't just be pro-choice when you agree with that choice.

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Look,she's afraid,i understand.

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Do you?

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Do you know what it's like to lay awake at night

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and wonder if you're going to be dead within a year?

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To look at your kid and try and memorize what he looks like right now?

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Or what it's like to hold his hand right now?

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Are we talking about saving her life or yours?

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You can't cut the fear out of you by taking off her breasts.

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15 blade.

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I was dreaming.

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I was running in a field.

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with a child.

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Maybe it was mine.

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I felt so carefree.

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Look,roxy.

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I thought it would hurt more.

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I'm sorry.

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You promised me you'd do it.

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I thought you understood.

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I do.

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I understand that you're afraid,

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but you can't let fear dictate something as big as this,

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particularly if there's a chance,a good chance,that you might be fine.

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Fine?

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I have been condemned to death,and there aren't going to be any pardons.

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Jesus, Christian,this is a doctor's office.

335
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That's why I wrote myself a prescription.

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You have any idea how good this government shit is?

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Pass me mr.Bubbles.

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Why are you so dressed up?

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What do you think?

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I was going for old hollywood glam.

341
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You look great.

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What's her name?

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Steven.

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Butchy.

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He's an anesthesiologist,and I met him at an iars conference just a little bit ago.

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And he has been very persistent.

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Well,let me give you a word of advice,lizzie.

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Nobody can give it to you the same way that I did.

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Ok?So,stop shaving your armpits

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and get backto your sloppy gap pullovers and your hicima salad.

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You're wasting your time!

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Liz.

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Steven elsbury,this is Christian Troy.

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Want some?

355
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No thanks.

356
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Never touch it.

357
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You look amazing.

358
00:24:02,490 --> 00:24:03,750
Well,thank you.

359
00:24:04,640 --> 00:24:06,000
So.

360
00:24:06,060 --> 00:24:09,380
what do you 2 lovebirds got on tap for this evening?

361
00:24:09,410 --> 00:24:13,500
Well,I made a reservation for dolce,but it's such a scene.

362
00:24:13,610 --> 00:24:16,680
Now,I just got a batch of movies in from netflix.

363
00:24:16,740 --> 00:24:19,210
We could order in,talk.

364
00:24:19,220 --> 00:24:20,910
That sounds fantastic.

365
00:24:20,930 --> 00:24:21,480
Great.

366
00:24:21,510 --> 00:24:22,830
Great.

367
00:24:34,760 --> 00:24:36,470
You might want to open up a window, Christian.

368
00:24:36,540 --> 00:24:39,760
I followed the smell all the way from the lobby.

369
00:24:41,120 --> 00:24:43,370
She's a lesbian.

370
00:24:48,450 --> 00:24:51,530
Am I the only one who thinks that getting a facelift

371
00:24:51,580 --> 00:24:56,060
when you run a holistic healing practice is just a teensy bit hypocritical?

372
00:24:56,080 --> 00:24:58,060
It has nothing to do with her career.

373
00:24:58,130 --> 00:25:00,320
She's insecure about julia.

374
00:25:00,370 --> 00:25:01,920
She knows she's on shaky ground.

375
00:25:01,990 --> 00:25:04,530
Then why are they both moving to new york together?

376
00:25:04,600 --> 00:25:06,560
The further away she takes julia,

377
00:25:06,640 --> 00:25:09,780
the more she'll be able to control their relationship,

378
00:25:09,830 --> 00:25:12,600
what she remembers,and who.

379
00:25:12,620 --> 00:25:16,190
Julia's in no shape to be making life decisions.

380
00:25:16,260 --> 00:25:19,940
Olivia's taking advantage of her vulnerability.

381
00:25:22,420 --> 00:25:23,520
Poor Sean.

382
00:25:23,600 --> 00:25:25,250
You really think she'll come back to you,

383
00:25:25,320 --> 00:25:30,220
that you've got some deep bond that time and space can't separate.

384
00:25:30,240 --> 00:25:31,620
When are you going to get it?

385
00:25:31,670 --> 00:25:32,960
She doesn't want you.

386
00:25:33,000 --> 00:25:36,720
Once she remembers who we were to each other,the life we had together.

387
00:25:36,820 --> 00:25:40,710
All she remembers of her marriage to you was that it was a failure.

388
00:25:40,770 --> 00:25:43,250
She knows how deep my commitment to her was.

389
00:25:43,320 --> 00:25:44,090
Really?

390
00:25:44,200 --> 00:25:46,470
Like when she was sick and you were banging my daughter?

391
00:25:46,500 --> 00:25:47,230
Shut the hell up.

392
00:25:47,240 --> 00:25:48,700
Kill me,why don't you?

393
00:25:48,750 --> 00:25:50,640
You'd like to,wouldn't you?

394
00:25:50,710 --> 00:25:54,230
Your life would be so much easier if I wasn't in the way.

395
00:25:54,320 --> 00:25:56,220
Don't tempt me,olivia.

396
00:25:56,280 --> 00:25:57,850
You'll never kill me,Sean.

397
00:25:57,880 --> 00:25:59,790
I'm in julia's head.

398
00:25:59,850 --> 00:26:00,920
I'm in her heart.

399
00:26:00,990 --> 00:26:02,230
I said shut up.

400
00:26:02,330 --> 00:26:03,470
Sean,she's in vtac.

401
00:26:03,600 --> 00:26:05,170
Her rate's 150.

402
00:26:05,670 --> 00:26:06,920
Get the defibrillator.

403
00:26:06,970 --> 00:26:08,380
Charging paddles.

404
00:26:11,640 --> 00:26:13,000
I'm going to shock her on 3.

405
00:26:13,080 --> 00:26:13,850
Ready?

406
00:26:13,920 --> 00:26:16,480
1,2,3.

407
00:26:16,920 --> 00:26:18,110
She's in arrest.

408
00:26:18,160 --> 00:26:20,310
I'm starting cpr.Call 911.

409
00:26:30,670 --> 00:26:31,980
How is she?

410
00:26:32,030 --> 00:26:33,810
Stabilized.

411
00:26:33,870 --> 00:26:38,010
Sean's with julia at the hospital,and he said he'd call when he knew more.

412
00:26:38,610 --> 00:26:40,240
I don't understand how this happened.

413
00:26:40,330 --> 00:26:42,190
She'll be fine,lizzie.

414
00:26:42,260 --> 00:26:43,750
Besides,you did everything by the book.

415
00:26:43,790 --> 00:26:45,670
She'd be dead if it wasn't for you.

416
00:26:45,710 --> 00:26:47,390
Remember that.

417
00:26:50,900 --> 00:26:52,020
Now what?

418
00:26:52,410 --> 00:26:54,090
Now what?

419
00:26:54,970 --> 00:26:56,670
Now,we wait.

420
00:26:57,460 --> 00:26:58,900
You like sports?

421
00:27:08,340 --> 00:27:09,330
Hello.

422
00:27:10,150 --> 00:27:11,460
Is dr.Troy in?

423
00:27:11,540 --> 00:27:12,400
Do you have an appointment?

424
00:27:12,410 --> 00:27:13,200
No,no.

425
00:27:13,270 --> 00:27:14,340
I'm a friend.

426
00:27:14,400 --> 00:27:15,950
Well,he's finishing up a consult right now,

427
00:27:15,960 --> 00:27:18,230
but he usually checks back in when it's done.

428
00:27:18,290 --> 00:27:19,850
Do you have an outlet?

429
00:27:22,700 --> 00:27:24,610
How was your date with evan?

430
00:27:25,050 --> 00:27:26,300
Steven.

431
00:27:26,320 --> 00:27:27,900
Whatever.

432
00:27:28,890 --> 00:27:30,970
It was a dream.

433
00:27:32,190 --> 00:27:37,030
He ordered pizza,we watched 3 days of the condor,and then,he made me dessert.

434
00:27:37,780 --> 00:27:41,550
There is no greater foreplay than flambe.

435
00:27:42,180 --> 00:27:44,100
Did he make you cum?

436
00:27:44,380 --> 00:27:46,040
Yeah.

437
00:27:46,180 --> 00:27:49,060
He's got mystical powers,too.

438
00:27:53,400 --> 00:27:56,480
I think it would be better if you sat over there.

439
00:29:12,300 --> 00:29:13,040
Listen.

440
00:29:13,120 --> 00:29:14,690
Why olivia,Sean?

441
00:29:14,810 --> 00:29:19,670
In all this time you've been operating,you've always been so careful and so thorough.

442
00:29:19,690 --> 00:29:23,070
Now,isn't it just possible that you weren't careful with her

443
00:29:23,120 --> 00:29:27,460
because somewhere in that dark soul of yours,

444
00:29:27,510 --> 00:29:29,690
you just wanted to be rid of her?

445
00:29:29,740 --> 00:29:31,380
Are you blaming me?

446
00:29:31,450 --> 00:29:33,280
I can't believe you said that.

447
00:29:33,290 --> 00:29:34,750
You lied about the wheelchair.

448
00:29:34,790 --> 00:29:35,800
You lied about monica.

449
00:29:35,820 --> 00:29:36,900
You lied about megan.

450
00:29:36,960 --> 00:29:39,490
You're a liar and a cheater.

451
00:29:43,880 --> 00:29:45,760
Are you dr.Mcnamara,ms.Lord's physician?

452
00:29:45,830 --> 00:29:47,460
How's she doing?

453
00:29:48,380 --> 00:29:50,400
I'm afraid we weren't able to save her.

454
00:29:50,500 --> 00:29:53,460
Her heart stopped at 5:03.

455
00:29:56,270 --> 00:29:57,250
Oh,my god.

456
00:29:57,800 --> 00:29:59,030
I want to see her.

457
00:29:59,760 --> 00:30:01,120
You have to let me see her.

458
00:30:01,170 --> 00:30:01,810
I'm sorry.

459
00:30:01,890 --> 00:30:02,820
Who are you?

460
00:30:02,860 --> 00:30:05,510
I'm her partner,god damn it.

461
00:30:05,580 --> 00:30:06,550
Of course.

462
00:30:06,570 --> 00:30:09,260
If you'll just wait a few minutes.

463
00:30:12,010 --> 00:30:14,650
I will never forgive you,Sean.

464
00:30:14,710 --> 00:30:18,860
Now,there is going to be an autopsy,and if you have any culpability at all,

465
00:30:18,930 --> 00:30:22,810
it will be revealed,and I will make sure that you never work again.

466
00:30:22,870 --> 00:30:23,650
I hate you.

467
00:30:23,730 --> 00:30:25,580
I hate you!

468
00:30:25,670 --> 00:30:26,930
This is all your fault.

469
00:30:27,040 --> 00:30:27,820
Julia.

470
00:30:27,910 --> 00:30:30,230
How could you do this crap?

471
00:30:51,230 --> 00:30:54,570
I just want to say... I know what you're saying,so just shut up.

472
00:30:54,600 --> 00:30:56,630
I mean,jesus,she almost died in the lobby.

473
00:30:56,640 --> 00:30:58,470
I should never have listened to you.

474
00:30:58,520 --> 00:31:03,750
I'm going to remove her other breast,like she asked me to,so that she doesn't have to.

475
00:31:06,820 --> 00:31:12,330
What I was going to say,Christian,is that you were right.

476
00:31:12,380 --> 00:31:13,560
It's what roxy wants.

477
00:31:13,650 --> 00:31:15,430
It's her body.

478
00:31:16,190 --> 00:31:20,950
She's alone,and she turned to us with her fears,and we didn't listen.

479
00:31:22,190 --> 00:31:24,340
I didn't listen.

480
00:31:24,840 --> 00:31:26,380
I'm sorry.

481
00:31:27,990 --> 00:31:29,370
And let me tell you from experience,

482
00:31:29,510 --> 00:31:33,750
there is nothing worse than having to face your fears alone.

483
00:31:34,980 --> 00:31:36,650
Give me 15 blade.Come on.Hurry up!

484
00:31:44,650 --> 00:31:46,620
We lost her.

485
00:31:47,440 --> 00:31:49,650
Olivia's dead.

486
00:32:14,740 --> 00:32:16,780
It wasn't your fault.

487
00:32:16,810 --> 00:32:18,360
Isn't it?

488
00:32:19,820 --> 00:32:21,890
I wanted her to die.

489
00:32:22,150 --> 00:32:26,170
I had this fantasy during the surgery.

490
00:32:27,600 --> 00:32:30,890
this urge to just.

491
00:32:32,130 --> 00:32:35,650
I wanted her out of julia's life so I could get back in.

492
00:32:35,730 --> 00:32:38,630
Fantasizing about something and actually doing something about it...

493
00:32:38,670 --> 00:32:40,420
2 completely different things.

494
00:32:40,450 --> 00:32:43,130
You know the real irony in this?

495
00:32:43,200 --> 00:32:45,190
Now that olivia's dead.

496
00:32:47,280 --> 00:32:51,410
I've lost julia forever.

497
00:32:54,240 --> 00:32:56,610
I feel like I'm in some greek play.

498
00:32:56,690 --> 00:33:03,420
You try to control your fate,but the gods have other plans.

499
00:33:06,510 --> 00:33:09,190
Maybe I'm just,uh.

500
00:33:09,280 --> 00:33:12,440
not supposed to have her.

501
00:33:12,850 --> 00:33:15,660
Maybe I'm supposed to.

502
00:33:16,320 --> 00:33:18,260
be alone.

503
00:33:19,200 --> 00:33:25,550
I think that's my fortune cookie you're reading there,pretty boy,not yours.

504
00:33:29,890 --> 00:33:33,380
Dr.Kotchman called with the toxicology report.

505
00:33:33,470 --> 00:33:38,530
Olivia was on antidepressants,and she didn't tell us.

506
00:33:38,600 --> 00:33:40,010
Are you sure?

507
00:33:41,080 --> 00:33:44,860
That's why she went into arrest...mixing it with the anesthesia.

508
00:33:44,930 --> 00:33:49,040
If she had told us,we could have weaned her off before the operation.

509
00:33:49,100 --> 00:33:51,940
She should have known better.

510
00:33:52,030 --> 00:33:54,770
We didn't do it,Sean.

511
00:34:09,600 --> 00:34:10,960
It doesn't make sense.

512
00:34:11,030 --> 00:34:13,110
Why would she keep that a secret?

513
00:34:13,210 --> 00:34:15,220
Maybe she felt embarrassed.

514
00:34:15,320 --> 00:34:20,630
A healer taking medication for an emotional disorder went against everything she believed in.

515
00:34:20,700 --> 00:34:24,830
New york's going to be so strange without her now.

516
00:34:27,900 --> 00:34:29,540
You're still going?

517
00:34:32,250 --> 00:34:36,840
On one of our early dates,olivia took me to the cloisters.

518
00:34:37,180 --> 00:34:41,150
She loved the architecture there and the history.

519
00:34:41,220 --> 00:34:44,070
It's where we fell in love.

520
00:34:44,120 --> 00:34:47,940
Spreading her ashes there is what she'd want me to do.

521
00:34:48,010 --> 00:34:50,230
Like hell she would.

522
00:34:51,600 --> 00:34:53,900
I did not just suffer the red-eye from budapest

523
00:34:53,940 --> 00:34:57,060
to have you steal my mother away from me yet again,

524
00:34:57,120 --> 00:35:00,410
you bony little parasite.

525
00:35:09,740 --> 00:35:13,790
Well,at least you made it easy for me to take her home.

526
00:35:13,880 --> 00:35:17,650
Getting the coffin through customs would be a bit of a hassle.

527
00:35:18,050 --> 00:35:20,070
I didn't expect to see you here.

528
00:35:20,170 --> 00:35:24,070
Don't they usually arrest hacks who kill their patients during surgery?

529
00:35:24,140 --> 00:35:26,960
Eden,I'm very sorry about what happened,

530
00:35:27,010 --> 00:35:30,820
but your mother died because she never disclosed the medication she was taking.

531
00:35:30,880 --> 00:35:33,920
She kept her prescription a secret from all of us.

532
00:35:33,990 --> 00:35:37,500
You mean the antidepressants she was on for the last 6 months?

533
00:35:37,640 --> 00:35:39,270
That secret?

534
00:35:39,340 --> 00:35:41,710
How did you know?

535
00:35:42,870 --> 00:35:46,010
Oh,I knew all of her secrets,julia.

536
00:35:46,160 --> 00:35:50,530
Like the real reason why she started to take the pills to begin with.

537
00:35:50,590 --> 00:35:53,190
She was depressed.

538
00:35:55,230 --> 00:35:58,730
because she was the one who shot you.

539
00:36:02,620 --> 00:36:05,140
She started drinking after you told her you slept with Christian.

540
00:36:05,270 --> 00:36:08,770
She was a mess,and you were in the bed weak and tired.

541
00:36:10,650 --> 00:36:12,680
The day she shot you,she was completely smashed.

542
00:36:12,760 --> 00:36:14,670
She must have though you were a burglar,I guess.

543
00:36:14,730 --> 00:36:15,750
You're lying.

544
00:36:15,810 --> 00:36:18,050
She was miserable,julia.

545
00:36:18,140 --> 00:36:19,770
You made her that way.

546
00:36:19,890 --> 00:36:21,520
And in the end,you killed her.

547
00:36:21,590 --> 00:36:23,350
You expect us to believe all that?

548
00:36:23,400 --> 00:36:25,280
It doesn't matter what you believe.

549
00:36:25,360 --> 00:36:26,560
It's the truth.

550
00:36:26,630 --> 00:36:28,880
Why do you think I left the country?

551
00:36:29,910 --> 00:36:32,020
I've been keeping this a secret the entire time.

552
00:36:32,110 --> 00:36:34,880
I couldn't turn my mother in,could I?

553
00:36:36,170 --> 00:36:38,560
Think about it.

554
00:36:38,650 --> 00:36:40,710
Maybe she didn't tell anyone that she was on the medication

555
00:36:40,830 --> 00:36:44,580
because she wanted to die in surgery

556
00:36:44,620 --> 00:36:47,430
'cause she couldn't live with the guilt of what she did anymore.

557
00:36:47,460 --> 00:36:48,920
No.

558
00:36:48,940 --> 00:36:51,560
She didn't have to do that if it was an accident.

559
00:36:51,610 --> 00:36:52,870
I would have forgiven her.

560
00:36:52,940 --> 00:36:55,930
Well,it's a little too late for that,isn't it?

561
00:37:01,500 --> 00:37:04,010
You know what the really shocking thing is?

562
00:37:04,060 --> 00:37:06,330
She actually loved you.

563
00:37:09,010 --> 00:37:14,600
That's why it hurt so much when she nearly killed you.

564
00:37:14,910 --> 00:37:20,560
But if you think that you could forgive her for what she did.

565
00:37:21,620 --> 00:37:24,100
then I guess.

566
00:37:24,440 --> 00:37:27,230
you deserve to have her back.

567
00:37:42,990 --> 00:37:44,470
You want to hear a bedtime story?

568
00:37:44,520 --> 00:37:46,880
I heard yo' stink bitch again.

569
00:37:46,920 --> 00:37:47,860
What?

570
00:37:47,920 --> 00:37:49,320
Who played that for you?

571
00:37:49,360 --> 00:37:50,980
Daddy did.

572
00:37:51,930 --> 00:37:52,780
It's catchy.

573
00:37:52,850 --> 00:37:55,810
It's number 8 on youtube and climbing.

574
00:37:57,890 --> 00:38:04,800
Aunt lizzie thinks that's a very nasty song and not for little boys.

575
00:38:04,850 --> 00:38:06,310
It's time for you to go to sleep.

576
00:38:06,380 --> 00:38:07,840
Give me a little kiss.

577
00:38:09,930 --> 00:38:14,230
Don't you let those bedbugs bite you,ok?

578
00:38:15,460 --> 00:38:16,620
Good night,auntie liz.

579
00:38:16,670 --> 00:38:18,390
I love you.

580
00:38:19,900 --> 00:38:21,310
And I love you.

581
00:38:21,390 --> 00:38:23,770
Will you be here in the morning?

582
00:38:23,840 --> 00:38:25,340
Probably not.

583
00:38:25,380 --> 00:38:29,750
But I am going to see you very,very soon,ok?

584
00:38:30,390 --> 00:38:32,460
Nighty-night,buddy boy.

585
00:38:40,200 --> 00:38:42,180
Are you leaving?

586
00:38:42,780 --> 00:38:44,230
Are you mad?

587
00:38:44,610 --> 00:38:45,800
No.

588
00:38:48,400 --> 00:38:54,610
The truth is,I'm sensing that he's beginning to expect me here even in the mornings,

589
00:38:54,680 --> 00:38:58,050
and i just...I don't think that's a good idea for any of us,

590
00:38:58,120 --> 00:39:00,120
you know,for the obvious reasons.

591
00:39:00,200 --> 00:39:01,130
Which are?

592
00:39:01,190 --> 00:39:05,490
Well,mainly,I'm not your significant other.

593
00:39:05,560 --> 00:39:06,420
Well,you are kind of.

594
00:39:06,470 --> 00:39:10,250
I mean,not really,but sort of.

595
00:39:10,290 --> 00:39:13,980
In what world would something like that make me feel good?

596
00:39:14,040 --> 00:39:14,950
In the real world.

597
00:39:14,980 --> 00:39:17,590
Just be real with me.

598
00:39:17,670 --> 00:39:19,030
You want real?

599
00:39:19,080 --> 00:39:19,760
Ok.

600
00:39:19,850 --> 00:39:20,930
All right.

601
00:39:22,650 --> 00:39:24,520
I lied about steven.

602
00:39:25,340 --> 00:39:27,640
I didn't have a fabulous orgasm.

603
00:39:27,720 --> 00:39:31,210
It was more like being bitten by an oversized mosquito.

604
00:39:31,300 --> 00:39:33,120
It was hell.

605
00:39:34,030 --> 00:39:36,710
Christian,I don't like men.

606
00:39:37,770 --> 00:39:40,560
I like you.

607
00:39:45,240 --> 00:39:46,620
Told you I was the shit.

608
00:39:46,700 --> 00:39:47,970
You are shit.

609
00:39:48,010 --> 00:39:49,610
That's for sure.

610
00:39:50,100 --> 00:39:54,200
But the point is,it has nothing to do with technique or gender.

611
00:39:54,310 --> 00:39:55,970
It's you.

612
00:39:57,200 --> 00:39:59,140
You are a jerk.

613
00:39:59,150 --> 00:40:04,130
You're pompous,ridiculous,infuriating,and yet,somehow,I get it.

614
00:40:04,200 --> 00:40:06,130
I get it.

615
00:40:07,520 --> 00:40:09,870
And underneath it all,

616
00:40:10,530 --> 00:40:19,410
I know that you've got my back in a way that nobody else does or ever has,and.

617
00:40:19,700 --> 00:40:23,330
I know who you are,Christian.

618
00:40:23,410 --> 00:40:26,320
I watch how hard you struggle to be strong,

619
00:40:26,390 --> 00:40:30,060
and you struggle to be better,and I don't know.

620
00:40:30,120 --> 00:40:33,850
Somehow,it just moves me.

621
00:40:33,860 --> 00:40:36,800
And I don't know what to say, Christian.

622
00:40:36,950 --> 00:40:38,060
I think I'm... Not the "l" word,lizzie.

623
00:40:38,070 --> 00:40:40,800
Just stop right there.

624
00:40:41,930 --> 00:40:43,010
I get it.

625
00:40:43,060 --> 00:40:45,600
I feel exactly the same way.

626
00:40:45,740 --> 00:40:47,300
Most of the time,you drive me batshit,

627
00:40:47,360 --> 00:40:53,020
but you're the only woman I really trust.

628
00:40:53,140 --> 00:40:58,580
And you care about me unconditionally.

629
00:40:59,600 --> 00:41:02,920
understand me and my kid and.

630
00:41:04,450 --> 00:41:05,620
I love you for that.

631
00:41:05,720 --> 00:41:08,590
No "l" word,remember?

632
00:41:10,360 --> 00:41:13,200
Is it really so terrible for wilbur to wake up

633
00:41:13,290 --> 00:41:18,890
to aunt lizzie at breakfast several mornings a week?

 

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