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#517 : Tragédie grecque

Titre en VO : Roxy St. James 
1 ère diffusion américaine : 27 Janvier 2009
1 ère diffusion française : 04 Juin 2009
Casting : Dina Meyer (Roxy St. James), Anthony Cistaro (Steven Ausbury)
Réalisateur : Jennifer Salt 

Sean tente de se rapprocher de Julia, alors que de leur coté, Christian et Liz analysent leur situation. Christian va rencontrer une personne qui va comprendre ce qu'il traverse. Pendant ce temps, Olivia décide de se faire opérée, ce qui ne plait pas vraiment à Julia, qui ne la comprend pas vraiment ...

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Titre VO
Roxy St. James

Titre VF
Tragédie grecque

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Christian et Sean reçoivent au cabinet Candy Richards. Cette dernière souhaite se faire appeler Coco. En effet, elle a appris qu’elle avait des origines africaines, et elle souhaite donc se faire implanter une grosse paires de fesses, afin de ressembler plus à une afro-américaine. Les deux amis sont un peu perplexe, mais face à la détermination de Coco, qui va bientôt sortir une chanson, ils acceptent de l’opérer.

Sean propose un groupe de soutien à Christian, il doit parler avec des personnes qui sont dans la même situation que lui. Christian va y réfléchir, Liz arrive et elle lui avoue avoir de gros doutes sur sa sexualité. Il lui explique qu’ils n’ont qu’a retenter l’expérience, mais Liz est exaspérer par son comportement et finit par lui dire, qu’en continuant comme ça, il va mourir tout seul, sans personnes. Christian reste alors très pensif, après le départ de son amie.

Sean reçoit Olivia dans son bureau, elle aimerait se faire faire un lifting, car elle se sent vieille. Julia qui est présente, et elle ne la comprend pas du tout. Sean remarque que les deux femmes ne s’entendent pas très bien, et Julia finit par sortir. Il apprend alors par Olivia, qu’elles vont bientôt s’installer à New York, en colère Sean sort de son bureau et demande des explications à son ex-femme. Il s’emporte et l’embrasse, il lui explique qu’il ne la lâchera pas, il veut se remettre avec elle, et que c’est pour cela qu’il lui a mentit à l’hôpital. Julia est perturbée et elle s’en va, Olivia demande alors à Sean, la date pour son opération.

Christian s’est rendue au groupe de soutien, il n’y a que des femmes qui n’ont pas pratiquée de reconstruction mammaires. Il se moque carrément de ces femmes, et leurs laisse sa carte pour une éventuelle opération, une des femmes de ce groupe attire son regard. Cette dernière s’en va, car ce groupe l’intoxique.

Christian va à sa rencontre, il apprend qu’elle n’est pas souffrante mais qu’elle a perdu sa mère et sa sœur à cause du cancer. Ils flirtent et finissent par coucher ensemble. Roxy finit par avouer à Christian, qu’elle souhaite sa faire une ablation de sa poitrine, car elle effrayée à l‘idée de contracter le cancer.

L’opération de Coco commence, elle a exigée que son nouveau titre soit diffusée pendant son opération. On peut alors voir que Coco rêve de son futur clip.

Sean reçoit Olivia pour son rendez-vous préopératoire, il lui explique qu’il a l’intention de venir souvent à New York, afin de venir voir ses enfants. Elle sait très bien que c’est surtout en partie pour Julia. Ils se disputent un peu, Olivia s’inquiète pour son opération, mais il lui assure qu’il sait très bien distinguer sa vie privé et sa vie professionnelle. Il la laisse seule et quand elle s’observe dans le miroir, Olivia se voit mourir.

Christian va commencer à opérer Roxy, mais Liz lui explique qu’il s’est beaucoup trop précipité. Il ne l’opère finalement pas, lorsqu’elle l’apprend, elle en est toute retournée et elle est bouleversée.

Liz retrouve Christian en salle de repos, il se soigne comme il peut avec de la marijuana, Liz en partage avec lui. Elle lui annonce qu’elle a rendez-vous galant avec un homme, Steven. Lorsque son rendez vous arrive enfin, Christian semble quelque peu jaloux. Steven est plutôt mignon et Liz est aux anges.

L’opération d’Olivia à quelques complications, surtout que Sean était perturbé, en effet il imaginait qu’Olivia le narguait et qu'elle mourrait pendant l’opération. Elle fait un arrêt cardiaque, mais ils réussissent à la réanimer. Julia et Sean sont à l’hôpital, et Liz et Christian attendent de ses nouvelles au cabinet. Inquiète, Christian rassure son amie.

Roxy débarque au cabinet, elle souhaite rencontrer Christian, mais la secrétaire lui annonce qu’il est en consultation. Au même moment Christian souhaite savoir si tout c’est bien passer pour Liz avec son ami Steven. Elle lui affirme qu’il est parfait. Roxy elle, perd patience et s’arrache un sein à l’aide d’un couteau électrique, devant tout les patients de la salle d’attente. Liz et Christian entendent du bruit, Roxy s’écroule et elle explique à Christian qu’il fallait qu'elle le fasse.

A l’hôpital, Julia a des doutes sur l’opération que Sean a effectué, elle pense qu’il a peut être fait une erreur dans son intervention, par pure vengeance. Sean lui affirme le contraire, le chirurgien d’Olivia arrive et leur annonce la mauvaise nouvelle, ils n’ont pas réussit à la sauver. Julia est en colère, et elle prévient Sean, que si la mort de Olivia est de sa faute, elle fera tout pour lui détruire sa carrière.

Christian opère Roxy, Liz tente de s’excuser, mais il lui en veut et il pense qu’il n’aurait pas dû l’écouter. Sean arrive et leur annonce la mort d’Olivia. Il s’en va et laisse ses deux amis abasourdis par la nouvelle.

Christian rejoint Sean dans la salle de repos, il lui affirme que ce n’est pas de sa faute. Sean a des doutes et il dit à son ami qu’il a de toute façon perdu Julia pour toujours, il pense être destiné à vieillir seul, Christian lui explique qu’il parle pour lui et non pas pour son avenir, Sean ne viellera pas seul, il en est persuadé. Liz arrive, les résultats de l’autopsie d’Olivia sont arrivés, elle prenait des antidépresseurs et elle la cachée. C’est à cause de son traitement, qu’Olivia a eu un arrêt cardiaque, Sean n’est absolument pas fautif.

Sean discute avec Julia, cette dernière n’arrive pas à y croire. Elle souhaite quand même emménagée à New York, et dispersée les cendres de sa compagne là où elles sont tombées amoureuses. Eden arrive et refuse, elle finit par faire croire à Julia, que c’est sa mère qui lui a tirée dessus par accident. Et c’est à cause de cette erreur qu’Olivia à pris des antidépresseurs, pour Eden c’est à cause de Julia que sa mère est morte. Eden ouvre alors l’urne et elle jette les cendres de sa défunte mère sur Julia et Sean. Elle s’en va et les laisse sous le choc.

Liz est avec Wilbur et elle discute avec lui, Christian arrive. Wilbur dit à Liz qu’il l’aime et il se demande si elle sera là demain matin. Liz lui dit qu’elle l’aime aussi, et qu’elle ne sera probablement pas là demain, mais elle reviendra très bientôt le voir. Christian souhaite une bonne nuit à son fils et il éteint.

Christian discute avec Liz et il souhaite qu’elle soit sincère avec lui. Elle lui avoue ne pas aimée les hommes, mais qu’elle n’en aime qu’un : lui, et cela malgré tout ses défauts. Christian lui avoue à son tour qu’il tient beaucoup à elle, et que c’est la seule femme en qui il est réellement confiance. Ils se tiennent alors la main et s’enferment ensuite dans la chambre de Christian.

Ecrit par bibou

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Tu devrais mettre tes armes sous clé

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et ne pas les laisser
dans le tiroir.

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Pauvre conne.

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Nous sommes toujours mariés ?

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Toujours.

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Et nous avons 3 beaux enfants.

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Et tout est si...

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parfait.

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Je n'arrive pas à marcher,
c'est dur.

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- Un cancer du sein en stade 2 aussi.
- Pourquoi tu parles de cancer ?

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J'en ai un.

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Laisse-toi aller.

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C'est moins douloureux.

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- Oui ?
- Tu peux rester un peu,

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juste le temps que je m'endorme ?

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Vous et le Dr Troy avez eu
des rapports sexuels.

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- Vous avez couché ensemble ?
- Lizzie était là pour moi.

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Elle a écarté les cuisses
et m'a fait du bien.

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- Tu étais éveillé ?
- J'ai de nouveau mon sex-appeal.

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Je savais que tu ne dormais pas,
et j'ai simulé mon orgasme,

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et tu es un mauvais coup !

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- J'ai une image à préserver.
- Désolé, je ne sais pas qui vous êtes.

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Je suis une putain d'icône.

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Dites-lui qui je suis.

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- Candy Richards ?
- Exactement.

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Dites-nous ce que vous n'aimez pas
chez vous, Mme Richards.

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Je ne me fais plus
appeler Candy Richards.

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Ce nom m'a été donné par un blanc.

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Je m'appelle Coco.

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Je suis une Afro-américaine,

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alors que je suis passée
pour une diablesse enfarinée

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toute ma vie.

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Pardon ?

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Maury, mon agent,
m'a donné ça à Noël.

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C'était comme un cadeau révélateur
de mon A.D.N.

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J'ai découvert que je suis africaine
de naissance.

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Toute ma vie, je me suis demandée
pourquoi ma carrière n'a pas décollé.

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Est-ce parce que je suis
trop belle ?

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- Ou trop intelligente ?
- Dénuée de talent ?

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J'y ai pensé aussi,

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mais maintenant tout est clair.

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J'adore Billy Ocean,
j'adore le poulet et les gaufres,

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et j'ai toujours fait partie de ceux

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qui croient profondément
qu’O.J. Simpson était innocent.

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Je suis une fille noire issue
de l'esclavage

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avec du sang du peuple zoulou.

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Pourquoi venez-vous nous consulter ?

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Je veux quelques traits
afro-américains.

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J'ai la poitrine,
signe de mon hérédité.

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Ce que je veux, c'est un bon,

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gros derrière comme Beyonce.

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Et j'en ai besoin rapidement,
car mon album hip-hop sort bientôt,

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et ma dinde a besoin de plus
de farce avant de faire mon gros clip.

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- Mme Richards...
- Coco !

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Coco, c'est absurde.

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Ce n'est pas pour affirmer

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votre héritage afro-américain.
Vous le faites pour devenir une star.

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Ça revient au même.

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Vous ne nous demandez pas
de vous mettre

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de la cire à chaussure sur le visage
et de chanter du blues.

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- C'est très insultant.
- Vous savez,

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vous posez des implants fessiers,
vous faites des injections de collagène,

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et pourtant vous voulez
me remballer illico

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quand je ne veux pas
de votre version blanche de la beauté

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Honte à vous !

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- Quel est le mal, franchement ?
- Je peux vous le dire,

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le mal c'est moi
qui n'accomplis pas ma destinée.

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Je veux mes foutus arrangements.

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On a un créneau jeudi matin.

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Très bien. Parfait.

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Sous-titres :
Funi

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Sous-titres :
moochie

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Sous-titres :
guig

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Sous-titres :
Breys

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Sous-titres :
RoBoT

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Sous-titres :
Hutch

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{fad(600,800)}Sous-titres :
_/Yellow Sub\_ [1.00]

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{fad(600,800)}Saison 5 Épisode 17
Roxy St. James

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{pos(192,230)}C'est un groupe de soutien
contre le cancer du sein.

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"Rejoignez-nous, car nous apprenons
à accepter notre corps,"

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{pos(192,210)}"l'aimer tel qu'il est maintenant,
et non tel que nous le voudrions."

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Ça te ferait du bien d'être
avec des personnes qui vivent

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{pos(192,210)}- ce que tu vis.
- Des mères au foyer à un sein.

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Merci mon pote,
mais c'est pas pour moi.

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Sérieusement, tu as besoin
d'affronter tes peurs sur tout ça.

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Je n'ai pas peur, je suis en colère.

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C'est pareil.

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{a3}Très bien,
je vais peut-être y jeter un œil.

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Il fait froid ici.

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Je couche pas
avec mes amies pour ça.

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{a3}Je préfère me taper
quelqu'un que je n'aime pas.

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J'ai menti.

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J'ai joui. Tu avais raison,

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{a1}J'ai eu un orgasme.
Un bon, gros, orgasme

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intense et vibrant.

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{pos(250,270)}- Content ?
- Oui.

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{pos(192,210)}Je n'ai même pas fait exprès.

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{a1}Tu ne comprends pas.

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{a1}Quand j'ai eu 21 ans,
j'ai découvert que j'étais lesbienne.

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{a3}Ça été mon jour d'indépendance.

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{a1}J'ai finalement compris
qui j'étais supposée être.

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{a1}Et toi, tu décides
de me sauter une nuit,

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- et moi, je suis perdue.
- Mon Dieu.

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{pos(192,220)}- Tu es amoureuse de moi ?
- Quoi ?

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C'est plus important que ton égo,
Christian.

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J'ai passé 20 ans de ma vie

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{a1}à rêver de la fille
avec qui je pourrais partager ma vie.

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- Et maintenant ?
- Quoi ?

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Je ne sais pas si une femme
pourrait me satisfaire.

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Aucune ne l'a jamais fait,
pas comme ça.

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Tu te prends trop la tête.

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Ma bite a des pouvoirs mystiques,
c'est tout.

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- Ça va passer.
- Passer ?

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Je ne dors plus, je suis distraite,
je me suis surprise à regarder

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un magazine de musculature
dans un kiosque.

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Tu sais ce qu'on doit faire ?

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- On doit recoucher ensemble.
- Je préférerais mourir.

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Moi aussi, mais on doit savoir,
si c'est l'affaire d'une fois.

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Si tu n'as pas
encore un bon orgasme,

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alors ta destinée sera
de manger de la moule toute ta vie.

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La plupart des gens qui ont eu
des expériences traumatisantes

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y gagnent en sensibilité,

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mais non, pas toi.

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Je connais ton destin, Christian.

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Tu es voué à vivre seul.

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Autre chose ?

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Mes yeux.

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J'ai ces horribles cernes,
maintenant.

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C'est parce que tu n'as pas dormi,
chérie.

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Tu as juste besoin de repos.

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Et mes lèvres,
elles sont si minces et pâles.

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Et c'est à cause de ton régime,
tu le dis toi-même.

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J'ai l'air d'avoir pris 10 ans
en 6 mois,

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et je sais que ça se voit.

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Entre m'occuper de toi
et voir Eden déménager en Europe

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pour faire ces vidéos atroces...

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Je ne me sens plus moi-même.

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Je veux avoir l'air plus jeune,

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plus optimiste.
Comme quand on s'est rencontrées.

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Tu peux lui dire
à quel point c'est ridicule ?

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Elle n'a pas besoin de tout ça.
Et sans parler des risques encourus.

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Pour rappel, elle est au courant

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des effets néfastes
de la médecine occidentale.

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En particulier,
son approche sauvage,

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opposée à tes techniques orientales.

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C'est bien ce que tu as dit ?

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Je suis curieux de savoir
pourquoi tu t'y intéresses maintenant.

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Ça a sauvé la vie de Julia.

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Comment puis-je
encore nier les bienfaits ?

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On a parlé de liposuccion
pour mes fesses ?

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Je vais dans la salle d'attente.

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Vous semblez...

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très heureuses toutes les deux.

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Oui, bizarrement,

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tout ce qui s'est passé
nous a rapprochés.

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J'imagine mal vivre
sans elle maintenant.

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Et avec cette opération,

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ça nous donnera un nouveau départ.

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C'est ce que sera New York aussi.

160
00:08:51,881 --> 00:08:52,881
New York ?

161
00:08:53,155 --> 00:08:56,218
J'ai accepté un poste
d'enseignant à l'hôpital de NYU.

162
00:08:56,772 --> 00:08:58,724
On y retourne dans 3 semaines.

163
00:09:02,354 --> 00:09:05,572
Quand allais-tu me le dire ? New York ?
Tu comptes partir dans 3 semaines

164
00:09:05,697 --> 00:09:08,459
- en prenant Connor et Annie ?
- Elle n'aurait pas dû t'en parler.

165
00:09:08,808 --> 00:09:10,886
Tu allais me le cacher
combien de temps ?

166
00:09:11,542 --> 00:09:15,459
Dis l'homme qui a berné tout le monde
en faisant croire qu'il était infirme.

167
00:09:16,131 --> 00:09:17,631
Pourquoi es-tu si énervé ?

168
00:09:18,039 --> 00:09:21,033
Ce n'est pas comme si
quelque chose avait changé entre nous.

169
00:09:21,158 --> 00:09:22,524
Oui, tu as raison.

170
00:09:28,163 --> 00:09:31,645
Rien n'a changé pour moi, Julia.
Je t'aime encore.

171
00:09:31,930 --> 00:09:34,080
Je déteste ne pas être
avec toi et ma famille.

172
00:09:34,205 --> 00:09:37,357
C'est pour ça
que je t'ai menti à l'hôpital.

173
00:09:37,482 --> 00:09:39,479
Sean, arrête, s'il te plaît.

174
00:09:39,604 --> 00:09:42,113
Je n'arrêterai
que quand on sera ensemble à nouveau.

175
00:09:50,697 --> 00:09:52,666
Tu as pu me trouver un créneau ?

176
00:09:55,759 --> 00:09:59,368
Je n'aurais jamais cru avoir peur
d'un vestiaire chez Loehmann.

177
00:09:59,814 --> 00:10:02,334
Je sentais tous les regards sur moi.

178
00:10:03,760 --> 00:10:07,068
Au début, je croyais halluciner,
puis j'ai remarqué que...

179
00:10:07,193 --> 00:10:10,071
ma soi-disant poitrine avait
glissé jusqu'à mon épaule.

180
00:10:10,920 --> 00:10:12,733
On aurait dit un corsage.

181
00:10:14,205 --> 00:10:15,617
C'était si humiliant.

182
00:10:17,385 --> 00:10:19,375
Ça aide de savoir
que je ne suis pas seule.

183
00:10:19,500 --> 00:10:21,809
On est tous là pour toi, Lauren.

184
00:10:22,424 --> 00:10:25,507
Le deuil passe par l'acceptation.

185
00:10:26,296 --> 00:10:27,809
Tu as perdu quelque chose.

186
00:10:28,342 --> 00:10:30,912
Et si ce n'est pas toi
qui as du mal à l'accepter ?

187
00:10:31,128 --> 00:10:34,740
J'ai toujours cru que Jack
et moi pouvions tout surmonter,

188
00:10:34,865 --> 00:10:38,092
mais depuis qu'il a vu ma cicatrice,
il ne me touche même plus.

189
00:10:38,217 --> 00:10:39,482
Quel connard.

190
00:10:39,803 --> 00:10:43,115
Laisse-lui du temps.
Mon mari a eu peur au début.

191
00:10:43,564 --> 00:10:46,514
Et maintenant,
il trouve la cicatrice plutôt sexy.

192
00:10:48,115 --> 00:10:49,055
Il ment.

193
00:10:51,322 --> 00:10:54,210
Il saute sûrement une fille
avec deux vrais seins.

194
00:10:54,625 --> 00:10:57,359
- C'est horrible de dire ça.
- Enfin, ouvrez les yeux.

195
00:10:57,772 --> 00:11:00,611
Vous croyez qu'un homme passerait
sa langue sur une entaille difforme

196
00:11:00,731 --> 00:11:02,406
au lieu d'une bonne paire de seins ?

197
00:11:02,618 --> 00:11:06,479
Excusez-moi, mais ceci est un groupe
de support, M...

198
00:11:06,705 --> 00:11:07,657
Docteur...

199
00:11:07,928 --> 00:11:09,495
Troy, chirurgien plastique,

200
00:11:09,620 --> 00:11:11,602
et atteint du cancer du sein.

201
00:11:11,727 --> 00:11:13,372
Eh bien, docteur,

202
00:11:14,048 --> 00:11:16,738
vous êtes manifestement
au mauvais endroit

203
00:11:16,951 --> 00:11:17,834
Pourquoi ?

204
00:11:19,013 --> 00:11:22,406
Je sais ce que c'est de voir
son corps mutilé dans un miroir.

205
00:11:22,531 --> 00:11:24,522
Mais je ne vais pas rester passif.

206
00:11:24,647 --> 00:11:28,020
Vous devez vous prendre
en main et vous faire opérer.

207
00:11:29,393 --> 00:11:31,065
- C'est un choix.
- Chérie,

208
00:11:31,190 --> 00:11:34,245
J'ai mis des prothèses
à des seins parfaits pendant 20 ans.

209
00:11:34,370 --> 00:11:37,232
Une femme qui choisit la mutilation,

210
00:11:37,681 --> 00:11:39,377
choisit d'être une victime.

211
00:11:46,495 --> 00:11:49,414
Ceci est un groupe
de rescapés du cancer, Roxy.

212
00:11:49,936 --> 00:11:52,077
Si tu dois fumer, fais-le dehors.

213
00:11:56,064 --> 00:11:57,170
Très bien.

214
00:11:59,417 --> 00:12:02,461
Il y a assez de paroles fumeuses ici
de toute façon.

215
00:12:11,414 --> 00:12:13,496
Si une de vous a besoin de soutien,

216
00:12:13,788 --> 00:12:14,847
il suffit...

217
00:12:16,525 --> 00:12:18,740
d'appeler mon cabinet
et de fixer un rendez-vous.

218
00:12:33,829 --> 00:12:34,854
Vous en voulez ?

219
00:12:34,979 --> 00:12:37,997
Je ne suis pas pour un mélange
de ma nicotine et ma tamoxifène.

220
00:12:38,255 --> 00:12:40,033
J'aime mes poisons séparés.

221
00:12:40,158 --> 00:12:41,326
Comme vous voulez.

222
00:12:43,844 --> 00:12:46,220
Vous me reluquez,
ou vous distinguez ce qui est vrai ?

223
00:12:46,345 --> 00:12:48,455
- Les deux sont réelles.
- Belle analyse.

224
00:12:49,038 --> 00:12:50,038
Jolis seins.

225
00:12:51,723 --> 00:12:55,675
Dites-moi, pourquoi une fille
qui a ses deux nichons vient-elle jouer

226
00:12:56,012 --> 00:12:57,934
dans le bac à sable
des victimes anonymes ?

227
00:12:58,352 --> 00:13:01,352
Ma mère et ma sœur
sont mortes de cette maladie.

228
00:13:02,298 --> 00:13:05,556
J'ai pensé
qu'être avec des survivants

229
00:13:06,278 --> 00:13:09,238
ou des gens qui vivent la même chose
serait thérapeutique.

230
00:13:09,363 --> 00:13:11,660
- Alors ?
- Pas tellement, apparemment.

231
00:13:14,156 --> 00:13:17,139
Ce que vous avez dit
sur la prise en main de notre destinée,

232
00:13:18,236 --> 00:13:19,042
m'a plu.

233
00:13:19,254 --> 00:13:21,815
Vous semblez aimer
prendre les choses en main.

234
00:13:22,549 --> 00:13:24,535
Vous pensez que c'est quoi ?

235
00:13:25,217 --> 00:13:26,421
Votre destinée.

236
00:13:26,637 --> 00:13:29,226
De baiser un maximum
de belles femmes.

237
00:13:31,570 --> 00:13:32,830
Alors, docteur...

238
00:13:35,577 --> 00:13:37,041
j'en fais partie ?

239
00:13:57,987 --> 00:14:00,243
Je dois aller
à ces groupes plus souvent.

240
00:14:02,339 --> 00:14:03,974
Merci pour le soutien.

241
00:14:09,697 --> 00:14:11,986
Tu dois être
un chirurgien du tonnerre.

242
00:14:14,553 --> 00:14:16,738
Tu as des mains très délicates.

243
00:14:19,081 --> 00:14:20,113
Tu as un corps...

244
00:14:21,031 --> 00:14:22,366
très réceptif.

245
00:14:23,258 --> 00:14:24,702
Notamment ici.

246
00:14:26,097 --> 00:14:26,898
Et...

247
00:14:28,029 --> 00:14:28,829
ici.

248
00:14:38,797 --> 00:14:41,827
Je ne vais plus rien sentir une fois
que les filles seront parties.

249
00:14:43,270 --> 00:14:44,209
Pardon ?

250
00:14:47,062 --> 00:14:48,412
De quoi tu parles ?

251
00:14:50,178 --> 00:14:52,914
Ce sont les 2 plus beaux seins
où j'y ai mis ma bite.

252
00:14:53,544 --> 00:14:57,037
Je ne vais pas être la 3e personne
de ma famille à mourir du cancer.

253
00:14:57,162 --> 00:14:59,138
Tu es positive au BRCA1 ?

254
00:15:00,514 --> 00:15:01,314
Non.

255
00:15:03,560 --> 00:15:05,432
Ça ne veut rien dire.

256
00:15:07,162 --> 00:15:08,734
Je connais les statistiques.

257
00:15:10,202 --> 00:15:12,830
Retirer les 2 seins
diminue le risque de 90 %.

258
00:15:12,955 --> 00:15:15,154
Mais s'il n'y pas d'anomalie
dans les gènes...

259
00:15:15,370 --> 00:15:16,990
J'en ai rien à foutre du test.

260
00:15:17,822 --> 00:15:19,421
Je sais que je l'aurai.

261
00:15:22,532 --> 00:15:24,416
Ce n'est qu'une question de temps.

262
00:15:27,669 --> 00:15:30,499
Tu as une idée
de ce qu'est de se lever le matin

263
00:15:31,887 --> 00:15:34,573
effrayée de prendre une douche,
terrifiée...

264
00:15:37,209 --> 00:15:39,827
qu'aujourd'hui sera le jour
où je découvre cette boule ?

265
00:15:44,811 --> 00:15:46,661
Je n'envisage pas de me marier,

266
00:15:46,938 --> 00:15:48,674
ou même d'avoir des enfants.

267
00:15:51,377 --> 00:15:53,561
À quoi bon ? Je vais juste...

268
00:15:54,226 --> 00:15:56,322
les abandonner, tout comme ma mère.

269
00:16:07,433 --> 00:16:09,917
Je veux les couper
et les remplacer.

270
00:16:16,474 --> 00:16:18,178
Qui a les implants de cette dingue ?

271
00:16:18,298 --> 00:16:20,357
Ses fesses vont avoir l'air
de faire du 95 D.

272
00:16:20,544 --> 00:16:23,510
On peut mettre la démo de Coco ?
Elle l'a demandée.

273
00:16:24,661 --> 00:16:25,862
M'en fous. Vas-y.

274
00:18:43,320 --> 00:18:44,980
Tu es prête pour demain ?

275
00:18:45,504 --> 00:18:47,501
Je voulais tester le résultat.

276
00:18:49,356 --> 00:18:50,257
Assieds-toi.

277
00:18:51,000 --> 00:18:53,881
Avant d'opérer,
j'aime revoir les étapes.

278
00:18:54,006 --> 00:18:56,295
Dessiner une carte, façon de parler.

279
00:18:56,591 --> 00:18:58,446
Tu connais quelqu'un à New York

280
00:18:58,571 --> 00:19:00,932
que je peux appeler
pour le suivi post-op ?

281
00:19:01,100 --> 00:19:02,433
Absolument. Moi.

282
00:19:02,558 --> 00:19:05,061
Je prévois d'y aller
toutes les semaines.

283
00:19:06,915 --> 00:19:08,935
- Quoi ?
- Ce sont mes gosses.

284
00:19:09,060 --> 00:19:10,470
Je suis leur père.

285
00:19:10,930 --> 00:19:13,029
Je ne vais pas te laisser
être leur belle-mère,

286
00:19:13,149 --> 00:19:15,763
surtout après l'excellent boulot
que tu as fait avec ta fille.

287
00:19:15,986 --> 00:19:17,270
Tourne-toi.

288
00:19:18,121 --> 00:19:20,785
Tu ne t'inquiètes pas
de mon éducation, Sean.

289
00:19:20,910 --> 00:19:23,608
Tu veux juste rester avec Julia.

290
00:19:24,057 --> 00:19:26,312
Si tu l'aimes tellement,

291
00:19:27,000 --> 00:19:29,305
laisse-la partir pour de bon.

292
00:19:30,512 --> 00:19:34,341
- Je peux te dire la même chose.
- Mais je l'ai laissée partir, Sean.

293
00:19:34,466 --> 00:19:36,945
Et tu sais,
elle est revenue avec moi.

294
00:19:37,070 --> 00:19:40,453
Tu ne peux pas accepter
qu'on est ensemble pour de bon,

295
00:19:40,578 --> 00:19:41,743
le souhaiter ?

296
00:19:46,994 --> 00:19:49,670
Alors, comment je peux te faire
confiance pour mon lifting ?

297
00:19:50,576 --> 00:19:54,313
Je n'ai jamais laissé ma vie privée
interférer avec mon travail.

298
00:20:12,881 --> 00:20:16,723
Je me sentirais vraiment mieux,
si elle allait voir un psy

299
00:20:16,848 --> 00:20:19,830
et discuter avant de faire
quelque chose irrémédiable comme ça.

300
00:20:19,950 --> 00:20:21,369
C'est son corps, Lizzie.

301
00:20:21,494 --> 00:20:24,810
C'est trop facile de ne laisser le choix
que lorsque que tu es d'accord.

302
00:20:25,639 --> 00:20:26,639
Regarde,

303
00:20:27,066 --> 00:20:29,662
- elle a peur, je comprends.
- Vraiment ?

304
00:20:29,787 --> 00:20:31,844
Tu sais que ce c'est
de rester éveiller la nuit

305
00:20:31,964 --> 00:20:34,182
à se demander,
si tu seras mort dans un an ?

306
00:20:34,307 --> 00:20:37,962
De regarder son gamin et essayer
de se rappeler sa tête à l'instant ?

307
00:20:38,087 --> 00:20:40,805
Ou ce que ça fait de tenir sa main ?

308
00:20:40,930 --> 00:20:43,792
On parle de sauver
sa vie ou la tienne ?

309
00:20:44,865 --> 00:20:47,078
Tu ne peux pas effacer ta peur

310
00:20:47,600 --> 00:20:49,429
en enlevant ses seins.

311
00:20:51,412 --> 00:20:52,412
Lame de 15.

312
00:21:06,812 --> 00:21:08,254
Je rêvais.

313
00:21:13,743 --> 00:21:15,691
Je courrais dans un champ...

314
00:21:16,681 --> 00:21:17,873
avec un enfant.

315
00:21:19,071 --> 00:21:20,738
Peut-être le mien.

316
00:21:21,218 --> 00:21:23,990
- J'étais insouciante.
- Roxy.

317
00:21:24,708 --> 00:21:26,661
Je pensais que ça ferait plus mal.

318
00:21:28,640 --> 00:21:29,693
Je suis désolé.

319
00:21:42,841 --> 00:21:44,595
Tu m'as promis de le faire.

320
00:21:45,578 --> 00:21:49,190
- Je pensais que tu comprendrais.
- Je comprends que tu aies peur,

321
00:21:49,315 --> 00:21:52,668
mais tu ne peux pas laisser la peur
te dicter une chose aussi énorme,

322
00:21:52,793 --> 00:21:55,982
surtout s'il y a une grande chance
que tu ailles bien.

323
00:21:57,269 --> 00:21:58,269
Bien ?

324
00:22:00,369 --> 00:22:02,419
J'ai été condamnée à mort,

325
00:22:04,009 --> 00:22:06,284
et il n'y aura aucune grâce
pour moi.

326
00:22:25,499 --> 00:22:28,054
Putain, Christian,
c'est un cabinet médical.

327
00:22:29,492 --> 00:22:31,964
C'est pourquoi je me suis fait
une ordonnance.

328
00:22:32,609 --> 00:22:35,204
Tu sais pas à quel point cette came
du gouvernement est bonne ?

329
00:22:37,243 --> 00:22:38,817
Passe-moi M. Bulles.

330
00:22:51,316 --> 00:22:53,105
Pourquoi tu t'es bien habillée ?

331
00:22:57,213 --> 00:23:00,671
Qu'est-ce que tu crois ?
J'allais voir le glamour hollywoodien.

332
00:23:01,179 --> 00:23:03,180
T'es jolie. Comment elle s'appelle ?

333
00:23:04,562 --> 00:23:06,328
- Steven.
- Viril.

334
00:23:06,453 --> 00:23:08,504
Il est anesthésiste,

335
00:23:08,629 --> 00:23:12,460
et je l'ai rencontré à une conférence,
il y a un moment. Et...

336
00:23:12,689 --> 00:23:14,101
il est très persévérant.

337
00:23:14,270 --> 00:23:16,278
Bien, laisse-moi te donner
un conseil.

338
00:23:16,403 --> 00:23:19,160
Personne ne peut être
aussi bon avec toi que moi.

339
00:23:19,285 --> 00:23:21,819
OK ? Arrête de te raser
sous les bras,

340
00:23:21,944 --> 00:23:25,206
remets tes pulls troués
et reprends ta salade d'hikima.

341
00:23:25,326 --> 00:23:26,618
Tu perds ton temps !

342
00:23:43,316 --> 00:23:45,943
Steven Elsbury,
c'est Christian Troy.

343
00:23:48,243 --> 00:23:50,804
- Vous en voulez ?
- Non merci. Je ne touche pas à ça.

344
00:23:55,430 --> 00:23:58,517
- Tu es superbe.
- Merci.

345
00:24:00,057 --> 00:24:01,057
Donc...

346
00:24:01,560 --> 00:24:04,192
qu'allez-vous faire, ce soir,
les tourtereaux ?

347
00:24:04,869 --> 00:24:08,844
J'ai réservé chez Dolce,
mais ce fut toute une histoire.

348
00:24:08,969 --> 00:24:11,729
J'ai plein de films
en attente chez Netflix.

349
00:24:11,849 --> 00:24:14,022
On pourra commander, parler.

350
00:24:14,682 --> 00:24:17,312
- Ça va être excellent.
- Super. Super.

351
00:24:29,851 --> 00:24:31,915
Vous feriez mieux
d'ouvrir la fenêtre.

352
00:24:32,040 --> 00:24:34,765
J'ai suivi l'odeur
tout le long du couloir.

353
00:24:36,431 --> 00:24:37,520
C'est une lesbienne.

354
00:24:40,986 --> 00:24:43,950
Suis-je la seule à penser
que se faire lifter

355
00:24:44,075 --> 00:24:46,477
quand tu pratiques
la médecine holistique

356
00:24:46,602 --> 00:24:48,325
est un tout petit peu hypocrite ?

357
00:24:48,450 --> 00:24:50,473
Ça n'a rien à voir avec sa carrière.

358
00:24:50,598 --> 00:24:54,124
Elle n'est pas rassurée avec Julia.
Elle se sait en terrain instable.

359
00:24:54,449 --> 00:24:56,826
Alors, pourquoi elles déménagent
à New York ?

360
00:24:56,951 --> 00:24:58,968
Plus, elle emmènera Julia, loin,

361
00:24:59,093 --> 00:25:02,038
plus, elle arrivera à contrôler
leur relation,

362
00:25:02,539 --> 00:25:04,264
ce dont elle se rappelle, et de qui.

363
00:25:05,223 --> 00:25:08,173
Julia n'est pas en mesure
de prendre des décisions importantes.

364
00:25:09,129 --> 00:25:11,647
Olivia tire avantage
de sa vulnérabilité.

365
00:25:14,508 --> 00:25:17,331
Pauvre Sean. Tu penses vraiment,
qu'elle reviendra avec toi,

366
00:25:17,632 --> 00:25:19,651
que vous avez des liens si forts

367
00:25:19,771 --> 00:25:22,089
que ni le temps,
ni l'espace ne peuvent briser.

368
00:25:22,701 --> 00:25:25,331
Quand vas-tu comprendre ?
Elle ne veut pas de toi.

369
00:25:25,456 --> 00:25:29,033
Quand elle se rappellera qui on était
l'un pour l'autre, notre vie ensemble...

370
00:25:29,359 --> 00:25:33,065
Tout ce que votre mariage
lui rappelle, est l'échec.

371
00:25:33,340 --> 00:25:35,692
Elle sait à quel point
j'étais attaché à elle.

372
00:25:35,865 --> 00:25:38,903
Ah bon ? Comme quand tu baisais ma fille
pendant qu'elle était malade ?

373
00:25:39,077 --> 00:25:41,164
- Ferme la putain.
- Tue-moi, vas-y ?

374
00:25:41,289 --> 00:25:42,991
T'aimerais, hein ?

375
00:25:43,164 --> 00:25:46,292
Ta vie serait tellement plus facile,
si je n'étais pas dans le coin.

376
00:25:46,863 --> 00:25:48,204
Ne me tente pas.

377
00:25:48,843 --> 00:25:50,415
Tu ne me tueras pas, Sean.

378
00:25:50,540 --> 00:25:53,451
Je suis dans la tête
et le cœur de Julia.

379
00:25:53,576 --> 00:25:56,296
- J'ai dit ta gueule.
- Sean, elle est en VTAC.

380
00:25:56,469 --> 00:25:59,382
- Pouls à 150.
- Prends le défibrillateur.

381
00:25:59,552 --> 00:26:00,902
Chargez les plaques.

382
00:26:04,191 --> 00:26:06,318
Je la choque à 3. Prêt ?

383
00:26:06,443 --> 00:26:08,309
Un, deux, trois.

384
00:26:09,432 --> 00:26:10,835
Elle est en arrêt.

385
00:26:10,955 --> 00:26:13,075
Je commence la RCP.
Appelle les urgences.

386
00:26:23,141 --> 00:26:24,393
Comment elle va ?

387
00:26:24,513 --> 00:26:25,706
Stable.

388
00:26:26,364 --> 00:26:29,774
Sean est avec Julia à l'hôpital,
il va appeler pour donner des nouvelles.

389
00:26:31,211 --> 00:26:33,396
- Je ne comprends pas.
- Ça va aller, Lizzie.

390
00:26:34,703 --> 00:26:38,064
En plus, t'as suivi toute la procédure.
Elle serait morte sans toi.

391
00:26:38,189 --> 00:26:39,529
Ne l'oublie pas.

392
00:26:43,390 --> 00:26:44,390
Et maintenant ?

393
00:26:44,515 --> 00:26:45,909
Quoi, maintenant ?

394
00:26:47,346 --> 00:26:48,849
Maintenant, on attend.

395
00:26:49,817 --> 00:26:51,071
T'aimes le sport ?

396
00:27:02,208 --> 00:27:03,396
Le Dr Troy est là ?

397
00:27:03,516 --> 00:27:06,209
- Vous avez rendez-vous ?
- Non, je suis une amie.

398
00:27:06,334 --> 00:27:09,660
Il termine une consultation,
il devrait passer ici, ensuite.

399
00:27:10,398 --> 00:27:11,915
Vous avez une prise ?

400
00:27:14,806 --> 00:27:16,663
Et alors, ta soirée avec Evan ?

401
00:27:17,163 --> 00:27:19,106
- Steven.
- Peu importe.

402
00:27:20,972 --> 00:27:22,060
Le pied.

403
00:27:24,113 --> 00:27:27,221
Il a commandé des pizzas,
on a regardé Les 3 jours du Condor,

404
00:27:27,346 --> 00:27:29,396
puis il m'a fait un dessert.

405
00:27:29,965 --> 00:27:32,739
Pas de meilleurs préliminaires
qu'un flambé.

406
00:27:34,339 --> 00:27:35,856
Il t'a fait jouir ?

407
00:27:38,286 --> 00:27:40,282
Il a aussi des pouvoirs mystiques.

408
00:27:45,510 --> 00:27:47,900
Vous feriez mieux de vous
asseoir là-bas.

409
00:29:04,991 --> 00:29:06,495
Pourquoi Olivia, Sean ?

410
00:29:06,830 --> 00:29:08,617
Depuis des années que tu opères,

411
00:29:08,742 --> 00:29:11,671
tu as toujours été
prudent et minutieux.

412
00:29:12,011 --> 00:29:15,704
Est-il possible que tu n'aies pas
été prudent avec elle,

413
00:29:16,181 --> 00:29:18,953
car quelque part au fin fond
de ton esprit,

414
00:29:19,608 --> 00:29:21,676
tu as voulu te débarrasser d'elle ?

415
00:29:21,801 --> 00:29:23,294
Tu m'accuses ?

416
00:29:23,477 --> 00:29:25,418
C'est incroyable que tu dises ça.

417
00:29:25,543 --> 00:29:28,545
Tu as menti à propos de ton fauteuil,
de Monica et de Megan.

418
00:29:28,709 --> 00:29:31,040
Tu es un menteur et un tricheur.

419
00:29:35,829 --> 00:29:37,744
Dr McNamara ?
Le médecin de Mme Lord ?

420
00:29:37,869 --> 00:29:39,319
Comment va-t-elle ?

421
00:29:40,491 --> 00:29:42,435
On n'a pas pu la sauver.
Je suis désolé.

422
00:29:42,560 --> 00:29:44,410
Son cœur s'est arrêté à 5 h 03.

423
00:29:47,761 --> 00:29:48,929
Mon Dieu.

424
00:29:49,978 --> 00:29:52,793
Je veux la voir.
Il faut que je la voie.

425
00:29:53,399 --> 00:29:56,874
- Désolé. Vous êtes qui ?
- Sa compagne, bon sang.

426
00:29:57,571 --> 00:30:00,621
Bien sûr. Si vous voulez bien
attendre un instant.

427
00:30:04,107 --> 00:30:06,355
Je ne te pardonnerai jamais, Sean.

428
00:30:06,617 --> 00:30:08,410
Il y aura une autopsie,

429
00:30:08,535 --> 00:30:11,629
et si tu es responsable,
ça se saura,

430
00:30:11,885 --> 00:30:14,826
et je ferai en sorte
que tu ne travailles plus jamais.

431
00:30:14,951 --> 00:30:16,984
Je te déteste. Je te déteste !

432
00:30:17,713 --> 00:30:19,378
Tout est de ta faute.

433
00:30:19,941 --> 00:30:21,835
Comment as-tu pu faire ça ?

434
00:30:40,429 --> 00:30:42,760
- Je voulais dire...
- Je le sais, alors la ferme.

435
00:30:43,923 --> 00:30:47,486
Elle a failli mourir dans le hall.
Je n'aurais jamais dû t'écouter.

436
00:30:47,755 --> 00:30:50,142
Je vais lui ôter son autre sein,
comme elle le voulait,

437
00:30:50,361 --> 00:30:52,530
comme ça, elle n'aura pas
à le faire elle-même.

438
00:30:56,206 --> 00:30:57,871
Ce que je voulais dire,

439
00:30:58,499 --> 00:31:00,860
Christian,
c'est que tu avais raison.

440
00:31:01,464 --> 00:31:03,895
C'est ce que veut Roxy qui compte.
C'est son corps.

441
00:31:05,460 --> 00:31:06,685
Elle est seule,

442
00:31:06,810 --> 00:31:10,038
elle est venue nous parler de ses peurs,
et on ne l'a pas écoutée.

443
00:31:11,488 --> 00:31:13,029
Je ne l'ai pas écoutée.

444
00:31:14,049 --> 00:31:15,373
J'en suis désolée.

445
00:31:17,222 --> 00:31:19,811
Et laisse-moi te dire par expérience
qu'il n'y a rien de pire

446
00:31:19,936 --> 00:31:22,338
qu'avoir à affronter ses peurs seul.

447
00:31:24,252 --> 00:31:26,185
Lame de 15. Allez, plus vite !

448
00:31:33,899 --> 00:31:35,190
On l'a perdue.

449
00:31:36,655 --> 00:31:38,005
Olivia est morte.

450
00:32:03,602 --> 00:32:04,906
Ce n'était pas ta faute.

451
00:32:06,070 --> 00:32:07,056
Vraiment ?

452
00:32:09,052 --> 00:32:10,740
Je voulais qu'elle meure.

453
00:32:11,396 --> 00:32:14,001
J'ai eu ce rêve
pendant l'opération...

454
00:32:16,921 --> 00:32:18,539
cette envie de...

455
00:32:21,365 --> 00:32:24,811
Je voulais qu'elle sorte de la vie
de Julia pour qu'elle me revienne.

456
00:32:24,936 --> 00:32:27,746
Rêver à quelque chose
et réaliser ce rêve...

457
00:32:27,871 --> 00:32:29,549
2 choses complètement différentes.

458
00:32:29,674 --> 00:32:32,259
Et tu sais ce qui est le plus ironique
dans tout ça ?

459
00:32:32,384 --> 00:32:34,534
Maintenant qu'Olivia est morte...

460
00:32:36,504 --> 00:32:37,922
j'ai perdu Julia...

461
00:32:38,831 --> 00:32:39,831
à jamais.

462
00:32:43,379 --> 00:32:45,898
J'ai l'impression d'être
dans une tragédie grecque.

463
00:32:46,023 --> 00:32:48,220
Tu essayes de contrôler ta destinée,

464
00:32:49,116 --> 00:32:51,252
mais les dieux ont d'autres plans.

465
00:32:55,703 --> 00:32:57,469
Peut-être que...

466
00:32:58,672 --> 00:33:00,611
je ne suis pas censé être avec elle.

467
00:33:02,041 --> 00:33:04,045
Peut-être que je suis censé...

468
00:33:05,656 --> 00:33:06,706
rester seul.

469
00:33:08,398 --> 00:33:11,900
Je crois que c'est ma vie
que tu décris là, beau gosse,

470
00:33:12,296 --> 00:33:13,446
pas la tienne.

471
00:33:19,062 --> 00:33:22,498
Le Dr Kotchman a appelé
pour délivrer le rapport toxicologique.

472
00:33:22,736 --> 00:33:26,485
Olivia était sous antidépresseurs
et ne nous a rien dit.

473
00:33:27,901 --> 00:33:31,807
- Tu en es sûre ?
- C'est la raison de son arrêt...

474
00:33:32,069 --> 00:33:33,975
le mélange avec l'anesthésie.

475
00:33:34,100 --> 00:33:35,408
Si elle nous l'avait dit,

476
00:33:35,878 --> 00:33:38,193
on aurait pu annuler l'opération.

477
00:33:38,318 --> 00:33:40,128
Elle a vraiment eu tort.

478
00:33:41,300 --> 00:33:43,150
Ce n'est pas notre faute, Sean.

479
00:33:58,722 --> 00:34:00,133
Ça n'a pas de sens.

480
00:34:00,258 --> 00:34:02,167
Pourquoi garder ça secret ?

481
00:34:02,330 --> 00:34:04,274
Elle avait peut-être honte.

482
00:34:04,487 --> 00:34:07,120
Un guérisseur qui prend des cachets
pour un désordre émotionnel,

483
00:34:07,245 --> 00:34:09,743
ça allait contre
tout ce en quoi elle croyait.

484
00:34:09,924 --> 00:34:12,700
New York va être bizarre sans elle.

485
00:34:17,109 --> 00:34:18,501
Tu y vas toujours ?

486
00:34:21,550 --> 00:34:25,465
Pour l'un de nos premiers rendez-vous,
Olivia m'a emmené aux Cloisters.

487
00:34:26,435 --> 00:34:29,547
Elle y adorait
l'architecture et l'histoire.

488
00:34:30,354 --> 00:34:32,704
C'est là qu'on est tombées
amoureuses.

489
00:34:33,414 --> 00:34:36,424
Elle aurait voulu
que j'y disperse ses cendres.

490
00:34:37,292 --> 00:34:38,425
Tu crois ?

491
00:34:40,814 --> 00:34:43,049
Je n'ai pas subi
l'œil rouge de Budapest

492
00:34:43,174 --> 00:34:46,224
pour que tu me voles
ma mère à nouveau,

493
00:34:46,359 --> 00:34:48,283
espèce de sale petite parasite.

494
00:34:58,949 --> 00:35:02,107
Au moins, tu m'as facilité les choses
pour la ramener.

495
00:35:03,127 --> 00:35:06,349
Passer les douanes avec le cercueil
aurait été compliqué.

496
00:35:07,210 --> 00:35:09,197
Je ne m'attendais pas à te voir ici.

497
00:35:09,322 --> 00:35:13,103
Les bouchers qui tuent leurs patients
ne vont pas en prison normalement ?

498
00:35:13,228 --> 00:35:15,551
Eden, je regrette vraiment
ce qui est arrivé,

499
00:35:16,048 --> 00:35:19,180
mais ta mère est morte pour ne pas avoir
dit quels médicaments elle prenait.

500
00:35:20,110 --> 00:35:22,777
Elle a gardé ça secret.

501
00:35:23,114 --> 00:35:25,603
Les antidépresseurs
qu'elle prenait depuis 6 mois ?

502
00:35:26,967 --> 00:35:29,648
- Ce secret ?
- Comment es-tu au courant ?

503
00:35:32,085 --> 00:35:34,417
Je connaissais
tous ses secrets, Julia.

504
00:35:35,346 --> 00:35:39,075
Tout comme la vraie raison
qui l'a poussée à prendre ces cachets.

505
00:35:39,750 --> 00:35:41,235
Elle était déprimée...

506
00:35:44,481 --> 00:35:46,581
car c'est elle qui t'a tiré dessus.

507
00:35:51,578 --> 00:35:54,522
Elle s'est mise à boire en apprenant
que tu avais couché avec Christian.

508
00:35:54,642 --> 00:35:57,708
C'était une épave,
et toi, tu étais fatiguée au lit.

509
00:35:59,904 --> 00:36:01,846
Ce jour-là, elle était bourrée.

510
00:36:02,074 --> 00:36:03,763
Elle a dû te prendre pour un voleur.

511
00:36:04,034 --> 00:36:06,860
- Tu mens.
- Elle était malheureuse, Julia.

512
00:36:07,304 --> 00:36:08,555
À cause de toi.

513
00:36:09,139 --> 00:36:12,352
- Et pour finir, tu l'as tuée.
- Et tu penses qu'on va te croire ?

514
00:36:12,477 --> 00:36:15,537
Peu importe ce que vous croyez.
C'est la vérité.

515
00:36:16,046 --> 00:36:18,032
Pourquoi pensez-vous
que j'ai quitté le pays ?

516
00:36:18,157 --> 00:36:21,204
Hein ? J'ai gardé ça secret
tout ce temps.

517
00:36:21,329 --> 00:36:24,026
Je pouvais pas dénoncer
ma mère, non ?

518
00:36:25,359 --> 00:36:26,609
Réfléchissez.

519
00:36:27,811 --> 00:36:30,961
Peut-être qu'elle n'a dit à personne
qu'elle prenait des médicaments,

520
00:36:31,081 --> 00:36:33,536
car elle voulait mourir
pendant l'opération.

521
00:36:33,826 --> 00:36:36,694
Elle ne supportait plus de vivre
avec ce qu'elle avait fait.

522
00:36:36,819 --> 00:36:40,547
Non. Elle n'aurait pas eu à faire ça,
si c'était un accident.

523
00:36:40,672 --> 00:36:42,011
Je lui aurais pardonné.

524
00:36:42,239 --> 00:36:45,131
Il est un peu trop tard pour ça
maintenant, non ?

525
00:36:50,764 --> 00:36:53,022
Et tu sais le pire, dans tout ça ?

526
00:36:53,250 --> 00:36:54,885
Elle t'aimait vraiment.

527
00:36:58,318 --> 00:37:02,286
C'est pour ça que ça a été si dur
quand elle t'a presque tuée.

528
00:37:04,139 --> 00:37:08,094
Mais si tu penses pouvoir
lui pardonner ce qu'elle a fait...

529
00:37:10,893 --> 00:37:12,243
alors j'imagine...

530
00:37:13,736 --> 00:37:15,986
que tu mérites qu'elle te revienne.

531
00:37:32,199 --> 00:37:35,850
- Je te raconte une histoire ?
- "Sale pute qui pue".

532
00:37:36,105 --> 00:37:38,234
Quoi ? Qui t'a fait écouter ça ?

533
00:37:38,466 --> 00:37:39,466
Papa.

534
00:37:41,105 --> 00:37:43,407
C'est entraînant. C'est nº 8
sur YouTube, et ça monte.

535
00:37:47,110 --> 00:37:50,246
Tante Lizzie pense
que c'est une vilaine chanson,

536
00:37:51,285 --> 00:37:53,335
et pas pour les petits garçons.

537
00:37:54,065 --> 00:37:56,515
Il est l'heure de dormir.
Fais-moi un gros bisou.

538
00:37:59,165 --> 00:38:02,051
Ne laisse pas
les punaises te piquer, OK ?

539
00:38:04,662 --> 00:38:07,048
Bonne nuit, tata Lizzie. Je t'aime.

540
00:38:09,173 --> 00:38:10,225
Moi aussi.

541
00:38:10,452 --> 00:38:11,977
Tu seras là demain matin ?

542
00:38:13,048 --> 00:38:14,233
Sûrement pas.

543
00:38:14,730 --> 00:38:17,707
Mais je reviens te voir bientôt,
OK ?

544
00:38:19,551 --> 00:38:20,861
Dors bien, bonhomme.

545
00:38:29,296 --> 00:38:30,304
Tu pars ?

546
00:38:32,108 --> 00:38:34,080
- Tu es en colère ?
- Non.

547
00:38:37,673 --> 00:38:38,673
En fait,

548
00:38:39,217 --> 00:38:40,885
je me rends compte

549
00:38:41,108 --> 00:38:43,895
qu'il se met à m'attendre
même le matin,

550
00:38:44,015 --> 00:38:47,051
et je ne pense pas
que ce soit une très bonne idée,

551
00:38:47,171 --> 00:38:49,013
pour les raisons que tu sais.

552
00:38:49,241 --> 00:38:51,183
- C'est à dire ?
- Eh bien, d'abord,

553
00:38:52,553 --> 00:38:54,228
car je ne suis pas ta moitié.

554
00:38:54,696 --> 00:38:58,022
Un peu quand même.
Enfin, pas vraiment, mais un peu.

555
00:38:59,563 --> 00:39:00,947
Dans quel monde

556
00:39:01,067 --> 00:39:03,115
un truc pareil me ferait
me sentir bien ?

557
00:39:03,240 --> 00:39:05,971
Dans le vrai monde.
Sois juste toi-même avec moi.

558
00:39:07,002 --> 00:39:09,334
Tu veux que je sois moi-même ?
Très bien.

559
00:39:11,965 --> 00:39:13,915
J'ai menti à propos de Steven.

560
00:39:14,485 --> 00:39:16,635
Je n'ai pas eu d'orgasme fabuleux.

561
00:39:16,871 --> 00:39:20,007
C'était plus comme être piquée
par un moustique géant.

562
00:39:20,484 --> 00:39:21,765
C'était horrible.

563
00:39:23,249 --> 00:39:25,499
Christian, je n'aime pas les hommes.

564
00:39:27,016 --> 00:39:28,160
Juste toi.

565
00:39:34,197 --> 00:39:37,954
- Je t'ai dit que j'étais une merde.
- En effet.

566
00:39:39,356 --> 00:39:42,108
Mais l'important, c'est que ça n'a rien
à voir avec la technique

567
00:39:42,336 --> 00:39:44,043
ou le sexe. C'est toi.

568
00:39:46,444 --> 00:39:47,894
Tu es un sale type.

569
00:39:48,476 --> 00:39:51,294
Tu es pompeux, ridicule, exaspérant,

570
00:39:51,419 --> 00:39:54,569
et pourtant, je ne sais pas pourquoi,
je t'aime bien.

571
00:39:57,059 --> 00:39:58,550
Et par-dessus tout,

572
00:39:59,813 --> 00:40:02,071
Je sais que tu me soutiens

573
00:40:02,191 --> 00:40:03,748
comme personne d'autre

574
00:40:04,422 --> 00:40:06,416
ne l'a jamais fait, et...

575
00:40:08,939 --> 00:40:11,351
Je sais qui tu es, Christian.

576
00:40:12,573 --> 00:40:15,460
Je te vois te battre pour être fort,

577
00:40:15,580 --> 00:40:18,742
et tu te bats pour être meilleur,
et je ne sais pas.

578
00:40:19,314 --> 00:40:21,588
Ça me retourne complètement.

579
00:40:23,199 --> 00:40:25,829
Et je ne sais pas quoi dire.

580
00:40:25,949 --> 00:40:28,947
- Je crois que je...
- Pas le mot en "A". Arrête-toi là.

581
00:40:31,133 --> 00:40:33,243
Je comprends.
Je ressens la même chose.

582
00:40:35,004 --> 00:40:38,554
La plupart du temps,
tu me fais tourner en bourrique, mais...

583
00:40:38,915 --> 00:40:41,194
tu es la seule femme
à qui je fais confiance.

584
00:40:42,345 --> 00:40:45,538
Et tu te soucies de moi,
sans rien attendre en retour...

585
00:40:48,725 --> 00:40:50,991
tu nous comprends,
moi et mon fils, et...

586
00:40:53,609 --> 00:40:56,813
- Je t'aime pour ça.
- Pas le mot en "A", tu te souviens ?

587
00:40:59,590 --> 00:41:03,534
C'est vraiment si terrible pour Wilbur
de retrouver sa tante Lizzie

588
00:41:03,654 --> 00:41:06,901
pour le petit-déjeuner
plusieurs matins par semaine ?

 

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1
00:00:01,040 --> 00:00:02,490
Previously on nip/tuck...

2
00:00:02,550 --> 00:00:06,580
You really should lock up your firearms and not leave them in a bedside table drawer,

3
00:00:06,640 --> 00:00:09,260
you stupid bitch.

4
00:00:11,830 --> 00:00:13,780
We're still married?

5
00:00:13,860 --> 00:00:15,360
We're still married.

6
00:00:15,980 --> 00:00:17,990
And we have 3 beautiful children.

7
00:00:18,060 --> 00:00:20,750
Everything is just.

8
00:00:22,430 --> 00:00:23,980
perfect.

9
00:00:24,030 --> 00:00:25,200
I can't walk.

10
00:00:26,130 --> 00:00:26,640
It hard.

11
00:00:26,700 --> 00:00:27,560
So is stage 2 breast cancer.

12
00:00:28,400 --> 00:00:29,500
What does breast cancer have to do with anything?

13
00:00:29,580 --> 00:00:30,140
I have it.

14
00:00:34,830 --> 00:00:36,570
Don't fight it.

15
00:00:36,580 --> 00:00:39,310
It's less painful that way.

16
00:00:40,720 --> 00:00:41,610
Liz?

17
00:00:41,790 --> 00:00:42,620
Yeah?

18
00:00:42,680 --> 00:00:44,520
Can you stay a while?

19
00:00:45,310 --> 00:00:47,210
Just until I fall asleep.

20
00:00:51,140 --> 00:00:53,800
You and Dr. Christian troy had sexual intercourse.

21
00:00:53,880 --> 00:00:54,860
You and liz had sex?

22
00:00:54,930 --> 00:00:55,520
Yeah,so?

23
00:00:55,530 --> 00:00:56,390
Lizzie was there for me.

24
00:00:56,400 --> 00:00:58,690
She spread her legs and made me feel good.

25
00:00:58,760 --> 00:01:00,190
You were awake?

26
00:01:00,260 --> 00:01:01,230
Got my mojo back.

27
00:01:01,300 --> 00:01:07,260
I knew that you weren't sleeping,and I faked my orgasm,and you are a lousy lay!

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Oh,come on,I have an image to protect.

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I'm sorry,I have no idea who you are.

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I'm a goddamn icon.

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Tell him who I am.

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Candy richards?

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Damn straight.

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Tell us what you don't like about yourself now,ms.Richards.

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Oh,I don't go by candy richards no more.

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That name was given to me by a white man.

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My name is coco.

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I'm an african american,

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and I've been passing as a honky white cracker for my entire life.

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What?

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Yeah,my agent maury gave me this thing for christmas.

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It was like a genetics D.N.A.Gift set.

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I found out that I'm african in nature.

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All my life I've wondered why my career isn't bigger.

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Is it because I'm too beautiful?

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Or is it because I'm too smart?

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Not talented?

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I thought that,too,but now it all makes sense.

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I love billy ocean,I love chicken and waffles,

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and always I've been one of those people

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that i always know deep in my heart that O.J.Was innocent.

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I'm a black daughter of slavery with...with blood from the zulu nation.

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Well,you still haven't told us why you're here.

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I want some african american features.

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I have the chest,you know,which is,proof of my heritage.

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What I want is a big,fat,round beyonce ass.

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And i need it fast because my hip-hop album's gonna drop soon,

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and i need to get some more junk in the trunk before I do my big video.

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Ms.Richards... Coco!

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Coco,this is insane.

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All right,it has nothing to do with affirming your african american heritage.

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You're doing it to become a star.

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Pitita potato,french fry.

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Look,what you're asking for is one step away

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from putting shoe polish on your face and singing mami.

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It's highly offensive.

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You know,you guys,you do ass implants,you do collagen injections,

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but yet you guys would like to send me to the back of the bus

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when I don't want to have your white version of beauty.

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Shame on you.

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What's the harm,really?

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Oh,I can tell you what the harm is.

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The harm is me not achieving my destiny.

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I want my goddamn reparations.

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We have an opening thursday morning.

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All right.

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Nip/Tuck
Season5 Episode17
"Roxy St. James"

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It's a breast cancer support group.

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"Join us as we learn to embrace our new bodies,

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love them as they are now,not as we wish them to be."

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It'll be good for you to be around people who are going through what you're going through.

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One-titted soccer moms.

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Thanks,buddy boy,but it's not for me.

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Seriously,you need to do something to deal with your fear about all this.

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I'm not scared,I'm angry.

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Same thing.

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All right,maybe I'll take a look at it.

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Sean.

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Liz.

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It's chilly in here.

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This is why I don't have sex with friends.

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I'd rather bang somebody I don't like.

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I lied.

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I came.

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You were right,I had an orgasm.

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I had a big,fat,juicy,bone rattling orgasm.

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Happy?

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Yeah.

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You know,I wasn't even trying.

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You don't get it,do you?

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When I was 21,I discovered i was a lesbian.

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It was my independence day.

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I finally understood who I was supposed to be.

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Now,you decide to get your rocks off one night and I don't know up from down.

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Christ.

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You in love with me?

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What?

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No.

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This is larger than your ego, Christian.

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I have spent 20 years dreaming of finding the woman who would share my life with me.

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And now?

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Now?

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I don't know if a woman could satisfy me.

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No one ever has,not like that.

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You know,you're over thinking this.

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My cock has mystical powers,that's all.

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It'll pass.

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It'll pass?

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I can't sleep.

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I'm distracted.

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I caught myself checking out a...a muscle magazine at a newsstand.

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You know what we need to do?

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We need to have sex again.

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Oh,I would rather die.

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Me,too,but we need to know if this is a one time thing.

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If you don't have a seismic event again,

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then you'll know you were destined to clap clams for the rest of your life.

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You know,most people who have had traumatic life experiences,

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they gain sensitivity,but no,not you.

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I know your destiny, Christian.

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You are destined to die alone.

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Anything else?

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Uh,my eyes.

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I've got these awful bags now.

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That's because you haven't slept,honey.

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You just need to rest.

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Oh,and my lips.

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They're so thin and pale.

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And that's because of your diet,even you said so.

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I look like I've aged 10 years in the last 6 months,and I know you can tell.

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Between taking care of you and watching eden move to europe to do those awful movies,I just.

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don't feel like myself anymore.

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I...i want to look younger,more hopeful.

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Like I did when we met.

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Can you please tell her how ridiculous she's being?

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She doesn't need all this work done.

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And what about the risks involved?

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As I recall,she's quite up on the adverse effects of western medicine.

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Specifically its crude approach vs.Your eastern techniques.

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Was that about what you said?

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I'm curious to know why you're so open to it now.

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Well,it saved julia's life.

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How can I still deny the benefits?

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Did we talk about liposuction for my thighs?

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I'll be in the waiting room.

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You two seem.

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very happy together.

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Yeah,in a weird way,with everything that's happened,it's somehow brought us closer.

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I can't imagine being without her now.

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And with all of this work,it'll give us a fresh start.

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That's kind of what new york's about,too.

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New york?

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I accepted a position at nyu's teaching hospital.

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We're moving back in 3 weeks.

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When were you gonna tell me?

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New york?

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You're planning to leave in 3 weeks and take connor and annie with you?

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She wasn't supposed to tell you.

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How long were you going to hide it from me?

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This from a man who fooled everyone into thinking he was a cripple?

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Why are you so upset,Sean?

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It's not like anything's changed between us.

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Yeah.

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You're right.

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Nothing ever changed for me,julia.

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I still love you.

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I hate not being with you and our family.

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That's why I said those things to you in the hospital.

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Sean,stop it,please.

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No,I won't stop.

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Not till we're together again.

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Sean,were you able to fit me in?

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I never thought I'd be scared of a dressing room at loehmann'S.

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I just felt everyone staring.

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First I thought it was all in my head,

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but then i noticed my pretend breast had traveled up to my shoulder.

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It looked like a corsage.

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I was so humiliated.

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It helps to know that I'm not alone.

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We're all here for you,lauren.

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Acceptance is part of the grieving process.

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You've had a loss.

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But what if you're not the one having trouble accepting?

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I mean,I just always thought that jack and I could get through anything,

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but ever since he's seen my scar,he won't even touch me.

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Son a bitch.

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Give him time.

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I mean,my husband freaked at first.

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And now he actually finds the scar kind of sexy.

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He's lying.

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He's probably got some hot double-breasted chick he's banging on the side.

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That is an awful thing to say.

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Oh,come on,wake up.

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You think any guy wants to run his tongue along

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some misshapen gash instead of some hot pair of titties.

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Excuse me,but this is a support group,mr...

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Dr.Troy,plastic surgeon and breast cancer patient.

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Well,doctor,this is obviously the wrong place for you.

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Why's that?

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I know what it's like to look in the mirror and see my mutilated body.

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But damned if I'm going to accept it.

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You need to take charge of your destiny and get some goddamn reconstruction.

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Well,that's a choice.

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Sweetheart,I've been stuffing healthy tits with implants for 20 years.

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Any woman who chooses disfigurement chooses to be a victim.

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This is a cancer survivor's group,roxy.

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If you have to smoke,do it outside.

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Okie dokie.

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There's enough smoke being blown in here anyway.

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Any of you ladies want support,just,uh,

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call my office and make an appointment.

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Want one?

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I'm not one for mixing my nicotine with my tomoxophin.

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I like my poisons one at a time.

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Suit yourself.

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Are you checking me out,or are you trying to decide which one is real?

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They're both real.

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Good eye.

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Nice rack.

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So tell me,what's a girl with a complete set

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doing playing in a victims anonymous sandbox?

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My mother and sister both died from the disease.

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I thought that being around survivors

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or people going through it themselves would be therapeutic.

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And?

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Not so much,it turns out.

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What you said in there about taking charge of your own destiny,I liked it.

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You look like a woman who likes to take charge.

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So what do you think it is?

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Your destiny,I mean.

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To bang as many beautiful women as I can.

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So,doctor.

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do I make the cut?

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I have to go to those groups more often.

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Thanks for the support.

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You must be one hell of a surgeon.

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You've got very sensitive hands.

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You have a very responsive body.

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Particularly here.

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And.

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here.

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Yeah.

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I'm probably going to miss feeling that once the girls are gone.

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What?

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What are you talking about?

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Those are 2 of the healthiest tits I've ever put my dick between.

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I'm not going to be the third person in my family to die of breast cancer.

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You tested positive for brca1?

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No.

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That doesn't mean I don't have it.

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I know the statistics.

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Removing both breasts cuts the risk by 90%.

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But if there's no abnormality in the gene,

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I mean... I don't give a shit about the test.

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I know I'm going to get it.

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It's only a matter of time.

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Do you have any idea what it's like to wake up in the morning

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scared to take a shower,terrified that.

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today will be the day that i find that lump?

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I...

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can't think about marriage,can't think about kids.

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I mean,what's the point?

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I'm just going to leave them,just like my mother left me.

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I want you to cut them off and replace them.

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Who's got this nutjob's implants?

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It's gonna look like she's got 36ds in her ass.

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Should we play coco's demo?

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She asked for it.

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Whatever.

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Hit it.

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You ready for tomorrow?

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Just trying to get a preview.

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Come,sit.

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Before we do a surgery,I like to do a run-through.

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Look over the road map,so to speak.

286
00:19:01,490 --> 00:19:05,760
Do you have the name of someone in new york I can call to do the follow-up after the surgery?

287
00:19:05,950 --> 00:19:07,120
Absolutely.Me.

288
00:19:07,130 --> 00:19:11,520
I plan on being out there every weekend from now on.

289
00:19:11,590 --> 00:19:12,410
You what?

290
00:19:12,430 --> 00:19:13,660
Those are my kids.

291
00:19:13,680 --> 00:19:15,580
I'm their father.

292
00:19:15,640 --> 00:19:17,430
I'm not going to leave them for you to co-parent,

293
00:19:17,500 --> 00:19:20,440
especially after the bang-up job you did with your daughter.

294
00:19:20,510 --> 00:19:22,410
Turn to the side.

295
00:19:22,690 --> 00:19:25,360
You're not worried about my parenting,Sean.

296
00:19:25,420 --> 00:19:28,530
You...you just want to stay close to julia.

297
00:19:28,590 --> 00:19:35,090
God,if...if you really love her,just let her go this time,for good.

298
00:19:35,130 --> 00:19:37,400
I could say the same thing to you.

299
00:19:37,450 --> 00:19:39,070
But I did let her go,Sean.

300
00:19:39,120 --> 00:19:41,630
And you know what,she came back to me.

301
00:19:41,680 --> 00:19:47,950
Can't you just accept that julia and I are together for good now,wish us well?

302
00:19:49,180 --> 00:19:50,890
No.

303
00:19:51,570 --> 00:19:55,050
Then how can I trust you to do my facelift?

304
00:19:55,180 --> 00:20:00,080
I never let my personal life interfere with my professional obligations.

305
00:20:17,400 --> 00:20:21,370
You know,I'd feel a whole lot more comfortable if she would have gone to a shrink

306
00:20:21,400 --> 00:20:24,600
and processed some of this before doing something so irrevocable.

307
00:20:24,710 --> 00:20:26,050
It's her body,lizzie.

308
00:20:26,110 --> 00:20:29,670
You can't just be pro-choice when you agree with that choice.

309
00:20:30,240 --> 00:20:33,390
Look,she's afraid,i understand.

310
00:20:33,450 --> 00:20:34,490
Do you?

311
00:20:34,600 --> 00:20:36,380
Do you know what it's like to lay awake at night

312
00:20:36,480 --> 00:20:38,810
and wonder if you're going to be dead within a year?

313
00:20:38,880 --> 00:20:42,610
To look at your kid and try and memorize what he looks like right now?

314
00:20:42,620 --> 00:20:45,480
Or what it's like to hold his hand right now?

315
00:20:45,590 --> 00:20:49,360
Are we talking about saving her life or yours?

316
00:20:49,380 --> 00:20:55,890
You can't cut the fear out of you by taking off her breasts.

317
00:20:55,960 --> 00:20:58,320
15 blade.

318
00:21:11,740 --> 00:21:13,850
I was dreaming.

319
00:21:18,610 --> 00:21:21,290
I was running in a field.

320
00:21:21,370 --> 00:21:23,450
with a child.

321
00:21:23,850 --> 00:21:25,710
Maybe it was mine.

322
00:21:25,790 --> 00:21:28,050
I felt so carefree.

323
00:21:28,110 --> 00:21:29,330
Look,roxy.

324
00:21:29,450 --> 00:21:31,800
I thought it would hurt more.

325
00:21:33,150 --> 00:21:34,790
I'm sorry.

326
00:21:47,610 --> 00:21:50,070
You promised me you'd do it.

327
00:21:50,150 --> 00:21:51,520
I thought you understood.

328
00:21:51,590 --> 00:21:52,550
I do.

329
00:21:52,630 --> 00:21:53,880
I understand that you're afraid,

330
00:21:53,900 --> 00:21:57,280
but you can't let fear dictate something as big as this,

331
00:21:57,320 --> 00:22:01,860
particularly if there's a chance,a good chance,that you might be fine.

332
00:22:01,910 --> 00:22:03,980
Fine?

333
00:22:04,890 --> 00:22:12,620
I have been condemned to death,and there aren't going to be any pardons.

334
00:22:30,090 --> 00:22:34,040
Jesus, Christian,this is a doctor's office.

335
00:22:34,090 --> 00:22:37,010
That's why I wrote myself a prescription.

336
00:22:37,080 --> 00:22:39,470
You have any idea how good this government shit is?

337
00:22:41,740 --> 00:22:44,000
Pass me mr.Bubbles.

338
00:22:55,970 --> 00:22:57,700
Why are you so dressed up?

339
00:23:01,820 --> 00:23:02,720
What do you think?

340
00:23:02,800 --> 00:23:05,710
I was going for old hollywood glam.

341
00:23:05,740 --> 00:23:06,720
You look great.

342
00:23:06,740 --> 00:23:08,530
What's her name?

343
00:23:09,120 --> 00:23:10,420
Steven.

344
00:23:10,490 --> 00:23:11,140
Butchy.

345
00:23:11,150 --> 00:23:17,100
He's an anesthesiologist,and I met him at an iars conference just a little bit ago.

346
00:23:17,220 --> 00:23:18,600
And he has been very persistent.

347
00:23:18,700 --> 00:23:20,950
Well,let me give you a word of advice,lizzie.

348
00:23:21,060 --> 00:23:23,630
Nobody can give it to you the same way that I did.

349
00:23:23,780 --> 00:23:26,400
Ok?So,stop shaving your armpits

350
00:23:26,460 --> 00:23:30,130
and get backto your sloppy gap pullovers and your hicima salad.

351
00:23:30,180 --> 00:23:31,800
You're wasting your time!

352
00:23:31,860 --> 00:23:33,120
Liz.

353
00:23:47,890 --> 00:23:51,300
Steven elsbury,this is Christian Troy.

354
00:23:52,960 --> 00:23:53,890
Want some?

355
00:23:53,970 --> 00:23:54,650
No thanks.

356
00:23:54,720 --> 00:23:55,960
Never touch it.

357
00:23:59,870 --> 00:24:01,490
You look amazing.

358
00:24:02,490 --> 00:24:03,750
Well,thank you.

359
00:24:04,640 --> 00:24:06,000
So.

360
00:24:06,060 --> 00:24:09,380
what do you 2 lovebirds got on tap for this evening?

361
00:24:09,410 --> 00:24:13,500
Well,I made a reservation for dolce,but it's such a scene.

362
00:24:13,610 --> 00:24:16,680
Now,I just got a batch of movies in from netflix.

363
00:24:16,740 --> 00:24:19,210
We could order in,talk.

364
00:24:19,220 --> 00:24:20,910
That sounds fantastic.

365
00:24:20,930 --> 00:24:21,480
Great.

366
00:24:21,510 --> 00:24:22,830
Great.

367
00:24:34,760 --> 00:24:36,470
You might want to open up a window, Christian.

368
00:24:36,540 --> 00:24:39,760
I followed the smell all the way from the lobby.

369
00:24:41,120 --> 00:24:43,370
She's a lesbian.

370
00:24:48,450 --> 00:24:51,530
Am I the only one who thinks that getting a facelift

371
00:24:51,580 --> 00:24:56,060
when you run a holistic healing practice is just a teensy bit hypocritical?

372
00:24:56,080 --> 00:24:58,060
It has nothing to do with her career.

373
00:24:58,130 --> 00:25:00,320
She's insecure about julia.

374
00:25:00,370 --> 00:25:01,920
She knows she's on shaky ground.

375
00:25:01,990 --> 00:25:04,530
Then why are they both moving to new york together?

376
00:25:04,600 --> 00:25:06,560
The further away she takes julia,

377
00:25:06,640 --> 00:25:09,780
the more she'll be able to control their relationship,

378
00:25:09,830 --> 00:25:12,600
what she remembers,and who.

379
00:25:12,620 --> 00:25:16,190
Julia's in no shape to be making life decisions.

380
00:25:16,260 --> 00:25:19,940
Olivia's taking advantage of her vulnerability.

381
00:25:22,420 --> 00:25:23,520
Poor Sean.

382
00:25:23,600 --> 00:25:25,250
You really think she'll come back to you,

383
00:25:25,320 --> 00:25:30,220
that you've got some deep bond that time and space can't separate.

384
00:25:30,240 --> 00:25:31,620
When are you going to get it?

385
00:25:31,670 --> 00:25:32,960
She doesn't want you.

386
00:25:33,000 --> 00:25:36,720
Once she remembers who we were to each other,the life we had together.

387
00:25:36,820 --> 00:25:40,710
All she remembers of her marriage to you was that it was a failure.

388
00:25:40,770 --> 00:25:43,250
She knows how deep my commitment to her was.

389
00:25:43,320 --> 00:25:44,090
Really?

390
00:25:44,200 --> 00:25:46,470
Like when she was sick and you were banging my daughter?

391
00:25:46,500 --> 00:25:47,230
Shut the hell up.

392
00:25:47,240 --> 00:25:48,700
Kill me,why don't you?

393
00:25:48,750 --> 00:25:50,640
You'd like to,wouldn't you?

394
00:25:50,710 --> 00:25:54,230
Your life would be so much easier if I wasn't in the way.

395
00:25:54,320 --> 00:25:56,220
Don't tempt me,olivia.

396
00:25:56,280 --> 00:25:57,850
You'll never kill me,Sean.

397
00:25:57,880 --> 00:25:59,790
I'm in julia's head.

398
00:25:59,850 --> 00:26:00,920
I'm in her heart.

399
00:26:00,990 --> 00:26:02,230
I said shut up.

400
00:26:02,330 --> 00:26:03,470
Sean,she's in vtac.

401
00:26:03,600 --> 00:26:05,170
Her rate's 150.

402
00:26:05,670 --> 00:26:06,920
Get the defibrillator.

403
00:26:06,970 --> 00:26:08,380
Charging paddles.

404
00:26:11,640 --> 00:26:13,000
I'm going to shock her on 3.

405
00:26:13,080 --> 00:26:13,850
Ready?

406
00:26:13,920 --> 00:26:16,480
1,2,3.

407
00:26:16,920 --> 00:26:18,110
She's in arrest.

408
00:26:18,160 --> 00:26:20,310
I'm starting cpr.Call 911.

409
00:26:30,670 --> 00:26:31,980
How is she?

410
00:26:32,030 --> 00:26:33,810
Stabilized.

411
00:26:33,870 --> 00:26:38,010
Sean's with julia at the hospital,and he said he'd call when he knew more.

412
00:26:38,610 --> 00:26:40,240
I don't understand how this happened.

413
00:26:40,330 --> 00:26:42,190
She'll be fine,lizzie.

414
00:26:42,260 --> 00:26:43,750
Besides,you did everything by the book.

415
00:26:43,790 --> 00:26:45,670
She'd be dead if it wasn't for you.

416
00:26:45,710 --> 00:26:47,390
Remember that.

417
00:26:50,900 --> 00:26:52,020
Now what?

418
00:26:52,410 --> 00:26:54,090
Now what?

419
00:26:54,970 --> 00:26:56,670
Now,we wait.

420
00:26:57,460 --> 00:26:58,900
You like sports?

421
00:27:08,340 --> 00:27:09,330
Hello.

422
00:27:10,150 --> 00:27:11,460
Is dr.Troy in?

423
00:27:11,540 --> 00:27:12,400
Do you have an appointment?

424
00:27:12,410 --> 00:27:13,200
No,no.

425
00:27:13,270 --> 00:27:14,340
I'm a friend.

426
00:27:14,400 --> 00:27:15,950
Well,he's finishing up a consult right now,

427
00:27:15,960 --> 00:27:18,230
but he usually checks back in when it's done.

428
00:27:18,290 --> 00:27:19,850
Do you have an outlet?

429
00:27:22,700 --> 00:27:24,610
How was your date with evan?

430
00:27:25,050 --> 00:27:26,300
Steven.

431
00:27:26,320 --> 00:27:27,900
Whatever.

432
00:27:28,890 --> 00:27:30,970
It was a dream.

433
00:27:32,190 --> 00:27:37,030
He ordered pizza,we watched 3 days of the condor,and then,he made me dessert.

434
00:27:37,780 --> 00:27:41,550
There is no greater foreplay than flambe.

435
00:27:42,180 --> 00:27:44,100
Did he make you cum?

436
00:27:44,380 --> 00:27:46,040
Yeah.

437
00:27:46,180 --> 00:27:49,060
He's got mystical powers,too.

438
00:27:53,400 --> 00:27:56,480
I think it would be better if you sat over there.

439
00:29:12,300 --> 00:29:13,040
Listen.

440
00:29:13,120 --> 00:29:14,690
Why olivia,Sean?

441
00:29:14,810 --> 00:29:19,670
In all this time you've been operating,you've always been so careful and so thorough.

442
00:29:19,690 --> 00:29:23,070
Now,isn't it just possible that you weren't careful with her

443
00:29:23,120 --> 00:29:27,460
because somewhere in that dark soul of yours,

444
00:29:27,510 --> 00:29:29,690
you just wanted to be rid of her?

445
00:29:29,740 --> 00:29:31,380
Are you blaming me?

446
00:29:31,450 --> 00:29:33,280
I can't believe you said that.

447
00:29:33,290 --> 00:29:34,750
You lied about the wheelchair.

448
00:29:34,790 --> 00:29:35,800
You lied about monica.

449
00:29:35,820 --> 00:29:36,900
You lied about megan.

450
00:29:36,960 --> 00:29:39,490
You're a liar and a cheater.

451
00:29:43,880 --> 00:29:45,760
Are you dr.Mcnamara,ms.Lord's physician?

452
00:29:45,830 --> 00:29:47,460
How's she doing?

453
00:29:48,380 --> 00:29:50,400
I'm afraid we weren't able to save her.

454
00:29:50,500 --> 00:29:53,460
Her heart stopped at 5:03.

455
00:29:56,270 --> 00:29:57,250
Oh,my god.

456
00:29:57,800 --> 00:29:59,030
I want to see her.

457
00:29:59,760 --> 00:30:01,120
You have to let me see her.

458
00:30:01,170 --> 00:30:01,810
I'm sorry.

459
00:30:01,890 --> 00:30:02,820
Who are you?

460
00:30:02,860 --> 00:30:05,510
I'm her partner,god damn it.

461
00:30:05,580 --> 00:30:06,550
Of course.

462
00:30:06,570 --> 00:30:09,260
If you'll just wait a few minutes.

463
00:30:12,010 --> 00:30:14,650
I will never forgive you,Sean.

464
00:30:14,710 --> 00:30:18,860
Now,there is going to be an autopsy,and if you have any culpability at all,

465
00:30:18,930 --> 00:30:22,810
it will be revealed,and I will make sure that you never work again.

466
00:30:22,870 --> 00:30:23,650
I hate you.

467
00:30:23,730 --> 00:30:25,580
I hate you!

468
00:30:25,670 --> 00:30:26,930
This is all your fault.

469
00:30:27,040 --> 00:30:27,820
Julia.

470
00:30:27,910 --> 00:30:30,230
How could you do this crap?

471
00:30:51,230 --> 00:30:54,570
I just want to say... I know what you're saying,so just shut up.

472
00:30:54,600 --> 00:30:56,630
I mean,jesus,she almost died in the lobby.

473
00:30:56,640 --> 00:30:58,470
I should never have listened to you.

474
00:30:58,520 --> 00:31:03,750
I'm going to remove her other breast,like she asked me to,so that she doesn't have to.

475
00:31:06,820 --> 00:31:12,330
What I was going to say,Christian,is that you were right.

476
00:31:12,380 --> 00:31:13,560
It's what roxy wants.

477
00:31:13,650 --> 00:31:15,430
It's her body.

478
00:31:16,190 --> 00:31:20,950
She's alone,and she turned to us with her fears,and we didn't listen.

479
00:31:22,190 --> 00:31:24,340
I didn't listen.

480
00:31:24,840 --> 00:31:26,380
I'm sorry.

481
00:31:27,990 --> 00:31:29,370
And let me tell you from experience,

482
00:31:29,510 --> 00:31:33,750
there is nothing worse than having to face your fears alone.

483
00:31:34,980 --> 00:31:36,650
Give me 15 blade.Come on.Hurry up!

484
00:31:44,650 --> 00:31:46,620
We lost her.

485
00:31:47,440 --> 00:31:49,650
Olivia's dead.

486
00:32:14,740 --> 00:32:16,780
It wasn't your fault.

487
00:32:16,810 --> 00:32:18,360
Isn't it?

488
00:32:19,820 --> 00:32:21,890
I wanted her to die.

489
00:32:22,150 --> 00:32:26,170
I had this fantasy during the surgery.

490
00:32:27,600 --> 00:32:30,890
this urge to just.

491
00:32:32,130 --> 00:32:35,650
I wanted her out of julia's life so I could get back in.

492
00:32:35,730 --> 00:32:38,630
Fantasizing about something and actually doing something about it...

493
00:32:38,670 --> 00:32:40,420
2 completely different things.

494
00:32:40,450 --> 00:32:43,130
You know the real irony in this?

495
00:32:43,200 --> 00:32:45,190
Now that olivia's dead.

496
00:32:47,280 --> 00:32:51,410
I've lost julia forever.

497
00:32:54,240 --> 00:32:56,610
I feel like I'm in some greek play.

498
00:32:56,690 --> 00:33:03,420
You try to control your fate,but the gods have other plans.

499
00:33:06,510 --> 00:33:09,190
Maybe I'm just,uh.

500
00:33:09,280 --> 00:33:12,440
not supposed to have her.

501
00:33:12,850 --> 00:33:15,660
Maybe I'm supposed to.

502
00:33:16,320 --> 00:33:18,260
be alone.

503
00:33:19,200 --> 00:33:25,550
I think that's my fortune cookie you're reading there,pretty boy,not yours.

504
00:33:29,890 --> 00:33:33,380
Dr.Kotchman called with the toxicology report.

505
00:33:33,470 --> 00:33:38,530
Olivia was on antidepressants,and she didn't tell us.

506
00:33:38,600 --> 00:33:40,010
Are you sure?

507
00:33:41,080 --> 00:33:44,860
That's why she went into arrest...mixing it with the anesthesia.

508
00:33:44,930 --> 00:33:49,040
If she had told us,we could have weaned her off before the operation.

509
00:33:49,100 --> 00:33:51,940
She should have known better.

510
00:33:52,030 --> 00:33:54,770
We didn't do it,Sean.

511
00:34:09,600 --> 00:34:10,960
It doesn't make sense.

512
00:34:11,030 --> 00:34:13,110
Why would she keep that a secret?

513
00:34:13,210 --> 00:34:15,220
Maybe she felt embarrassed.

514
00:34:15,320 --> 00:34:20,630
A healer taking medication for an emotional disorder went against everything she believed in.

515
00:34:20,700 --> 00:34:24,830
New york's going to be so strange without her now.

516
00:34:27,900 --> 00:34:29,540
You're still going?

517
00:34:32,250 --> 00:34:36,840
On one of our early dates,olivia took me to the cloisters.

518
00:34:37,180 --> 00:34:41,150
She loved the architecture there and the history.

519
00:34:41,220 --> 00:34:44,070
It's where we fell in love.

520
00:34:44,120 --> 00:34:47,940
Spreading her ashes there is what she'd want me to do.

521
00:34:48,010 --> 00:34:50,230
Like hell she would.

522
00:34:51,600 --> 00:34:53,900
I did not just suffer the red-eye from budapest

523
00:34:53,940 --> 00:34:57,060
to have you steal my mother away from me yet again,

524
00:34:57,120 --> 00:35:00,410
you bony little parasite.

525
00:35:09,740 --> 00:35:13,790
Well,at least you made it easy for me to take her home.

526
00:35:13,880 --> 00:35:17,650
Getting the coffin through customs would be a bit of a hassle.

527
00:35:18,050 --> 00:35:20,070
I didn't expect to see you here.

528
00:35:20,170 --> 00:35:24,070
Don't they usually arrest hacks who kill their patients during surgery?

529
00:35:24,140 --> 00:35:26,960
Eden,I'm very sorry about what happened,

530
00:35:27,010 --> 00:35:30,820
but your mother died because she never disclosed the medication she was taking.

531
00:35:30,880 --> 00:35:33,920
She kept her prescription a secret from all of us.

532
00:35:33,990 --> 00:35:37,500
You mean the antidepressants she was on for the last 6 months?

533
00:35:37,640 --> 00:35:39,270
That secret?

534
00:35:39,340 --> 00:35:41,710
How did you know?

535
00:35:42,870 --> 00:35:46,010
Oh,I knew all of her secrets,julia.

536
00:35:46,160 --> 00:35:50,530
Like the real reason why she started to take the pills to begin with.

537
00:35:50,590 --> 00:35:53,190
She was depressed.

538
00:35:55,230 --> 00:35:58,730
because she was the one who shot you.

539
00:36:02,620 --> 00:36:05,140
She started drinking after you told her you slept with Christian.

540
00:36:05,270 --> 00:36:08,770
She was a mess,and you were in the bed weak and tired.

541
00:36:10,650 --> 00:36:12,680
The day she shot you,she was completely smashed.

542
00:36:12,760 --> 00:36:14,670
She must have though you were a burglar,I guess.

543
00:36:14,730 --> 00:36:15,750
You're lying.

544
00:36:15,810 --> 00:36:18,050
She was miserable,julia.

545
00:36:18,140 --> 00:36:19,770
You made her that way.

546
00:36:19,890 --> 00:36:21,520
And in the end,you killed her.

547
00:36:21,590 --> 00:36:23,350
You expect us to believe all that?

548
00:36:23,400 --> 00:36:25,280
It doesn't matter what you believe.

549
00:36:25,360 --> 00:36:26,560
It's the truth.

550
00:36:26,630 --> 00:36:28,880
Why do you think I left the country?

551
00:36:29,910 --> 00:36:32,020
I've been keeping this a secret the entire time.

552
00:36:32,110 --> 00:36:34,880
I couldn't turn my mother in,could I?

553
00:36:36,170 --> 00:36:38,560
Think about it.

554
00:36:38,650 --> 00:36:40,710
Maybe she didn't tell anyone that she was on the medication

555
00:36:40,830 --> 00:36:44,580
because she wanted to die in surgery

556
00:36:44,620 --> 00:36:47,430
'cause she couldn't live with the guilt of what she did anymore.

557
00:36:47,460 --> 00:36:48,920
No.

558
00:36:48,940 --> 00:36:51,560
She didn't have to do that if it was an accident.

559
00:36:51,610 --> 00:36:52,870
I would have forgiven her.

560
00:36:52,940 --> 00:36:55,930
Well,it's a little too late for that,isn't it?

561
00:37:01,500 --> 00:37:04,010
You know what the really shocking thing is?

562
00:37:04,060 --> 00:37:06,330
She actually loved you.

563
00:37:09,010 --> 00:37:14,600
That's why it hurt so much when she nearly killed you.

564
00:37:14,910 --> 00:37:20,560
But if you think that you could forgive her for what she did.

565
00:37:21,620 --> 00:37:24,100
then I guess.

566
00:37:24,440 --> 00:37:27,230
you deserve to have her back.

567
00:37:42,990 --> 00:37:44,470
You want to hear a bedtime story?

568
00:37:44,520 --> 00:37:46,880
I heard yo' stink bitch again.

569
00:37:46,920 --> 00:37:47,860
What?

570
00:37:47,920 --> 00:37:49,320
Who played that for you?

571
00:37:49,360 --> 00:37:50,980
Daddy did.

572
00:37:51,930 --> 00:37:52,780
It's catchy.

573
00:37:52,850 --> 00:37:55,810
It's number 8 on youtube and climbing.

574
00:37:57,890 --> 00:38:04,800
Aunt lizzie thinks that's a very nasty song and not for little boys.

575
00:38:04,850 --> 00:38:06,310
It's time for you to go to sleep.

576
00:38:06,380 --> 00:38:07,840
Give me a little kiss.

577
00:38:09,930 --> 00:38:14,230
Don't you let those bedbugs bite you,ok?

578
00:38:15,460 --> 00:38:16,620
Good night,auntie liz.

579
00:38:16,670 --> 00:38:18,390
I love you.

580
00:38:19,900 --> 00:38:21,310
And I love you.

581
00:38:21,390 --> 00:38:23,770
Will you be here in the morning?

582
00:38:23,840 --> 00:38:25,340
Probably not.

583
00:38:25,380 --> 00:38:29,750
But I am going to see you very,very soon,ok?

584
00:38:30,390 --> 00:38:32,460
Nighty-night,buddy boy.

585
00:38:40,200 --> 00:38:42,180
Are you leaving?

586
00:38:42,780 --> 00:38:44,230
Are you mad?

587
00:38:44,610 --> 00:38:45,800
No.

588
00:38:48,400 --> 00:38:54,610
The truth is,I'm sensing that he's beginning to expect me here even in the mornings,

589
00:38:54,680 --> 00:38:58,050
and i just...I don't think that's a good idea for any of us,

590
00:38:58,120 --> 00:39:00,120
you know,for the obvious reasons.

591
00:39:00,200 --> 00:39:01,130
Which are?

592
00:39:01,190 --> 00:39:05,490
Well,mainly,I'm not your significant other.

593
00:39:05,560 --> 00:39:06,420
Well,you are kind of.

594
00:39:06,470 --> 00:39:10,250
I mean,not really,but sort of.

595
00:39:10,290 --> 00:39:13,980
In what world would something like that make me feel good?

596
00:39:14,040 --> 00:39:14,950
In the real world.

597
00:39:14,980 --> 00:39:17,590
Just be real with me.

598
00:39:17,670 --> 00:39:19,030
You want real?

599
00:39:19,080 --> 00:39:19,760
Ok.

600
00:39:19,850 --> 00:39:20,930
All right.

601
00:39:22,650 --> 00:39:24,520
I lied about steven.

602
00:39:25,340 --> 00:39:27,640
I didn't have a fabulous orgasm.

603
00:39:27,720 --> 00:39:31,210
It was more like being bitten by an oversized mosquito.

604
00:39:31,300 --> 00:39:33,120
It was hell.

605
00:39:34,030 --> 00:39:36,710
Christian,I don't like men.

606
00:39:37,770 --> 00:39:40,560
I like you.

607
00:39:45,240 --> 00:39:46,620
Told you I was the shit.

608
00:39:46,700 --> 00:39:47,970
You are shit.

609
00:39:48,010 --> 00:39:49,610
That's for sure.

610
00:39:50,100 --> 00:39:54,200
But the point is,it has nothing to do with technique or gender.

611
00:39:54,310 --> 00:39:55,970
It's you.

612
00:39:57,200 --> 00:39:59,140
You are a jerk.

613
00:39:59,150 --> 00:40:04,130
You're pompous,ridiculous,infuriating,and yet,somehow,I get it.

614
00:40:04,200 --> 00:40:06,130
I get it.

615
00:40:07,520 --> 00:40:09,870
And underneath it all,

616
00:40:10,530 --> 00:40:19,410
I know that you've got my back in a way that nobody else does or ever has,and.

617
00:40:19,700 --> 00:40:23,330
I know who you are,Christian.

618
00:40:23,410 --> 00:40:26,320
I watch how hard you struggle to be strong,

619
00:40:26,390 --> 00:40:30,060
and you struggle to be better,and I don't know.

620
00:40:30,120 --> 00:40:33,850
Somehow,it just moves me.

621
00:40:33,860 --> 00:40:36,800
And I don't know what to say, Christian.

622
00:40:36,950 --> 00:40:38,060
I think I'm... Not the "l" word,lizzie.

623
00:40:38,070 --> 00:40:40,800
Just stop right there.

624
00:40:41,930 --> 00:40:43,010
I get it.

625
00:40:43,060 --> 00:40:45,600
I feel exactly the same way.

626
00:40:45,740 --> 00:40:47,300
Most of the time,you drive me batshit,

627
00:40:47,360 --> 00:40:53,020
but you're the only woman I really trust.

628
00:40:53,140 --> 00:40:58,580
And you care about me unconditionally.

629
00:40:59,600 --> 00:41:02,920
understand me and my kid and.

630
00:41:04,450 --> 00:41:05,620
I love you for that.

631
00:41:05,720 --> 00:41:08,590
No "l" word,remember?

632
00:41:10,360 --> 00:41:13,200
Is it really so terrible for wilbur to wake up

633
00:41:13,290 --> 00:41:18,890
to aunt lizzie at breakfast several mornings a week?

 

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